Danas whole body was numb. She had been crying for hours, to her it seemed as if she cried all the tears she could every cry. Her heart hurt so badly, she felt like Alice had ripped open her chest, pulled out her heart, crushed it up, and then lit it on fire, burning it to ash and then pissed on it. Leaving her to bleed to death. She had no idea how one minute she felt so loved and then the next minute she felt alone and scared. She could not understand why Alice did not see the love she had for her. That Alice was all she wanted. That Lara was just a friend.  That she would never do anything to jeopardize this love. Why would she do anything to hurt her other half, her soul mate. That was what Alice was, Alice was her soul mate. The person she was supposed to spend the rest of her life with.

            Dana knew that maybe going on all those dinners/lunches/coffee dates were not a good idea, but she never felt like it was a big problem. Alice had always said for them to go. Waved her hands in the air as she always did and said have fun. They even invited her to join them on more then multiple occasions. Were she would always say she had an article to write, or some other excuse. Never joining them.

            Dana realized that maybe she should have been more attentive, and saw how much it was killing Alice. That Dana should have been able to look into Alice eyes when ever she got home and saw the insecurities that Alice felt. But the truth was she was happy. She felt like everything around her was going so well. The gang was back together. She got her friendship with Lara back, which she missed a lot.  And the most important thing was that she had the love of her life, was holding her at night. The person she fell in love with the moment she met her. Dana may have been slow at first to accept Alices love, but that was only because she did not want to lose her best friend. She did not want to rush into things and then realize that it did not work. She could not stand to not have Alice in her life. But for Dana her heart could not bear the lie that she was telling, so she let go of all that fear. She told Alice how she really felt. That is when she really became happy.