Alice thought that it was going to be like in the movies. That right before she got on the plane, Dana would show up, and tell her not to leave. She would kiss her with such great passion that Alice would agree and they would go home together. But this was no movie. So Alices fantasy was not going to happen.

            She sat on the plane, mostly in daze. Hiding her tears. Alice you are a *****. Do you know that? She would berate herself over and over again. She knew she messed up, but she just kept telling herself it was too late. There is no going back. You love adventures Alice. This is a new adventure. No matter how much she tried to make it seem better, she just could not.

            Each second the plane got closer to New York, her heart was breaking. She was regretting it all. But then she thought that if Dana really did love her. She would have stopped her. She would have shown up some how. But then again, she did not. This is your new life, Alice. Deal with it. Deal with your new life without she refused to finish the thought. It was to hard to even think. How was she going to be able do it?

            It had all seemed like a great plan, but now not as much. I might have as well stayed and gotten heart broken then, now all I am is alone. Alice cried into her napkin.

            Miss, will be landing soon. Please put your tray table in the upright position. Thank you. The flight attendant said with a smile. At that moment Alice wanted to the plane to crash, just to end her misery. I am ***** going to need a lot of medication after this. Alice was not being funny. She was stating the truth.

            She was afraid of when the plane landed. She thought maybe this was just on giant bad dream and she will wake up holding Dana. She missed that all ready. The feel and smell of Dana, she longed for it. She longed for her smile, not some flight attendant who was too polite for her taste.