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Letting You Go
Do you know how hard it was to tell you I couldn’t do ‘it’ I couldn’t do ‘us’ anymore?
Do you know what it feels like to have your entire world come crashing down on you in one split second?
Do you know how completely and utterly crushed my heart was when I saw you reach for her hand?
Do you know just how hard it is for me to breathe? Do you know how hard it is just to get out of bed in a morning when all I want to do is curl up and die?
Do you know I still love you with every fibre of my being even though you did this to me, to us?
Do you?
There are so many questions I want to ask you, so many things I need to say.
Why did you do this Bette? Why did you feel the need to go to someone else?
Why did you give her the part of yourself that I thought was mine and mine only?
What did I do that was so wrong? Wasn’t I enough for you? Didn’t I fulfil your needs? Did you fall out of love with me?
Did I make you do this? Did I force you into another woman’s arms?
I want to ask you all these questions, I want to know the answers, but I can’t, I can’t do it, it’s too hard, because I’m afraid of what I’ll hear.
I want to run in to your arms and pretend that none of this happened that it was just a dream. I want so much to look in to your eyes and lose myself in those deep dark pools, place my lips on your mouth the only one that has ever made me melt every single time we kiss, and forgive you and try again.
But I can’t.
What if I take you back and you find that this is not what you want after all, that I’m not what you want?
I couldn’t go through it again, I think the pain would kill me.
So I’m letting you go, it’s not that I want to, but I have to, at least for now.
Maybe one day I’ll be able to forgive you Bette, and in time even forget.
I love you, and I always will, with everything that I am.
Do you know you’ll always be my first my last and my forever?
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god damnit make me cry nearly geez lol no 1 knows im a softie so shhh lol great post sweetie as always xxx keep em cummin
Awww poor tina. That was great UNOTRU. Please post again soon!
Whoa! I Love it that was so great Please contniue post soon.
yeah poor Tina..but in the end everyone feel sorry about Bette but Tina was the one who feel the pain in the first place..great start UNOTRU please go on
As I was with Seahurst’s, which was speechless so I am with yours. Both pieces were beautifully written, but just tear your heart apart.
That was great.
Wow this is good and emotion, love it. Wonderful story!
Hey UNOTRU. lol In hiding again? very good insight into Tina’s feelings and confusion. tc
I am first hurray!!!!!!! nice response!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucking sad, tears in my eyes as I read…why Bette?