I since the off beat tapping of her finger against one of the books, then sighing comes first,

 I ditched my friends for this *****, lord if she does that again this athlete is leaving, good she senses that it was becoming dissatisfying for both of us to endure this torture any longer, “Burned out ”

‘I sneeze and look over at her,’

Bette- “Not entirely, more like, getting nauseas at the word “*****”, want anything to eat?” ‘She joked,

 I could hardly stand looking at pictures representing he sexual organs of the male any longer,

“Sure, just make sure theirs no mayonnaise around,”

‘The smile reached her eyes, the focus of our work was pushed to the side for a bit, the house was quiet, her dad had just left I guess, the kitchen was huge, not like mine, but huge, you could practically pt a bed in here, to many parties around here.’

‘She gets us something to drink and sits at the table,

“Eat anything you want,” ‘

I search threw the fridge and pull out some sandwich meat and cheese,

I make some for both of us, all the while I feel her eyes on my back and I know theirs something wrong with her tonight, when I turn around her eyes quickly looked else where.

 I nudge her and place the food in front of her, “hey

you want to talk, it’s been awhile since we done that,”

‘I pick aimlessly at my food and stare at her, she cast her eyes down then back up at me, with that same smile,

“No, it’s okayjust a run in with you know who,” ‘ her head rolled in her palm as her eyes closed,

I thought it may be about Shane,’

Dana- “You still haven’t let her go yet?”

 ’Slightly jealous, only slightly, Bette is straight, that’s all.’

Bette- ” It’s kind of hard toshe was everything that I wanted, but couldn’t havethe only way I can try is to send mixed signals about my feelings, more over, hate, anger, and bitterness.