“What do you really want?”

Carmen came closer to Shane and whispered softly in her ear

“Have you found what you’re looking for yet?”

She began to caress Shane’s hand. Shane began to lose her posture as well as her control over fighting the burning desire growing in her. Carmen noticed Shane’s inner struggle and decided to take advantage of the situation by continuing to whisper in her ear.

“Tell me Shane is this what you really want, huh Shane? To reject those feeling inside you and appear cold as ice to the world? Do you want us to die? Look at me and tell me that is what you want.”

Shane tried to avert Carmen’s eyes but somehow she found it impossible to neglect Carmen’s request. All the while Carmen continued to move her hand up Shane’s arm at slow but steady pace.

 After Carmen had spoken Shane could no longer resist and dejectedly said “No” sounding like a child who just got caught stealing a cookie. With these words Carmen saw hope.

“So what do you really want?” Carmen asked her voice husky with lust but her hand was now at Shane’s neck.

It was at this precise moment when Shane finally let go to all her doubts and said,

“This”

Shane crashed her lips against Carmen’s with such force yet so much passion that it seemed as if everything that had happened was erased and only they two existed, Carmen kissed her back with just as much intensity. Shane began to slip her hand into Carmen’s pants and immediately Carmen’s hip’s began to buck, screaming for release. Carmen began to moan against Shane’s mouth but Shane only deepened the kiss more.

Carmen pulled her head back a couple of centimeters to gasp for air but in the little space she created between them, Shane was able to gain a little control over her mind and decided that whatever this was, was a mistake, no matter how badly she wanted it and she refused to hurt Carmen again.

Shane began to quickly turn around and make a run for it, but apparently Carmen was a little quicker and grabbed her elbow before Shane could dash out on her like so many times before.

“No Shane, don’t do this again, I know you want this just as badly as I do and no matter how hard you try to hide I can see it in your eyes. If you don’t want to face these feelings then I will have to do it for the both of us”

Carmen didn’t let Shane answer instead she backed Shane up against the wall and kissed her with the softest of kisses that would say more than a thousand words ever could, then slowly she made her way down to Shane’s neck.

All the meanwhile Shane was getting ready to make up some bullshit lie but the truth of Carmen’s words left her powerless to stop any of her actions then she thought about what this could lead to, but the desire burning in her for Carmen would not let her think straight anymore and she finally gave in to the moment deciding to deal with her mixed emotions later.

Shane gently pulled Carmen’s face to level with hers and looked into her eyes what she saw there surprised her but it didn’t change her mind so she kissed her lips asking for permission to enter with her tongue. Without stopping her actions she lifted Carmen off the ground and into her room

Tbc???