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    The Gathering 01.28 – All Gone

    Story written on December 17, 2005 by Janet Marie.
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    Shane and the gang deal with what Shane saw… What exactly did she see…

    The Gathering 01.28 –  All
    Gone


    Now, it is all gone
    All the trust is gone
    And withdrawal begins

    Again, becoming that island on a sea of other’s emotions.
    Withdrawn deeply within and forcing personal feeling
    Below so they will no longer touch others.
    The weight of it’s own gravity pushing internal cries deeper.
    Agony again replaces all else that had begun to heal.

    It isn’t the other who the cause
    But my own inner needs
    To be honestly dealt with

    Bent apart by little more then the Lack of an answer.
    Trying to understand how its evasion could do such a thing
    So very effectively and so harshly.
    Vacant and hallow sadness enter those hollow spaces
    As realization awakes in a stunned haze that it is the sense of abandonment.

    So now, it is all gone
    In an instant
    Negated by a singular act.

    And withdrawal begins

     

    *****

     

    The Planet 

     

                It’s a sunny clear day
    in LA.  A bevy of beautiful women and men
    and everything in between walk the streets, and inhabit the buildings.

     

                California the land of
    women.

     

                Shane’s woman was in
    the Planet sipping a cup of java with of all people her dead girlfriend.  It rocked her world harder than she’d ever
    imagined it would.      Shane
    could have handled finding her ***** someone else, her breaking up with her
    for Shane being Shane,
    but this betrayed her deeply.  Sam‘d
    lied to her about something that supposedly been the hugest love of her life,
    and she’d lied about her being dead.

     

                She hated it, she had
    finally let herself feel something, first with     Cheri
    and now with Sam  Shane  She could
    hear it rattling in her chest no that was her breath.  She was dying; this is what it felt like to
    die.  Shane
    couldn’t breath; she couldn’t think, she had stopped being. and both times it had back
    fired on her, she was the one who had gotten burned. was sure
    it was broken now; her heart.

     

                Shane shook as she
    leaned up against Tina’s body.  Tina
    grabbed at Shane, trying to steady her. 
    She looked deep into Shane’s pain ridden eyes and nodded to her,
    understanding that Shane was as close to the edge as she’d ever been.  Even on the faithful night that she’d died,
    she’d never been this close to death. 

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    8. Shane needs a swift kick in the ass. Geez! she can send the most committed person running for fucking cover. I totally understand the committment issues (been there done that) but even I can see that Sam is for real. Shit Shane! Buck up. Great post J.

    9. Just your style. One of these day you are going to write the most beautiful love story that will blow everyone mind. I really think you have a good one in you. Let Shane find Sam before she does something bad. Everyone thinks that Sam is strong,but I Think she is pretty fragile. thanks bvh

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