I pull up in the parking spot…I cut the car off and get out…The first thing I did was unlock the door…I went back down to the car and walked over to the passenger side…I opened the door and undid Bette’s seatbelt…I slowly slid her legs out first and then I pulled her up and said…

“hey look at me…”

she struggles to look at me from waking out of a deep sleep…

“I need for you to help me Bette…I can’t bring you in there all by mysef…you understand that right?”

she nods her head and says…

“baby I feel dizzy…I need to lay down…”

awww…she looks so cute that special frown I love it…concentrate Tina…don’t fall into a web…take you time with this…don’t be so eager to feel tempted…I put her arm over my shoulder and I put mine around her waist…we begin to walk towards the steps…succeddfully we make it into the house with no problem…I helped her a bit more to the bedroom…when I got her over to the bed she collapsed instantly as though she had just run a marathon…she was out of breath…

I begin to undress her taking her shoes off…I look over at Bette she leans against the sheets staring back at me…Anger took over me this time…I turned away disgusted…I would have these periods of being nice and forgiving and then the next moment I’d be revengeful…if Bette and I were to get back together I think we would need couseling most defintely…this one’s gonna be hard…I wanna trust her again but I’m afraid she’ll break my heart….there’s always that what if?

Chills ran up and down my body and I quickly tried to forget about it…I looked down at Bette and she was slightly dozing back off…I undressed her completely…I helped her over in bed and tucked her underneath the sheets…I went into the bathroom and retrieved a bucket and sat it by her side of the bed…I turned out the lights and closed the door…I walked down to the spare bedroom and opened the door…I went inside and that was where I spent my night…

BETTE’S HOUSE…NEXT MORNING

I awoke the next morning to find Bette missing from her bed…I thought that mabe she would of been in the bathroom but she wasn’t there…I went into the kitchen and there she was sitting on a chair having a cup of tea…I smiled and watched her for a second…I turned around and headed down the hall…I began getting dressed and making up the bed when Bette walks in…she says