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A crush, a meeting then love?? – Chapter 147
Chapter 147 A few hours later Bette wakes up and looks immediately over at Tina, who is still sleeping. She stands up and softly strokes the hair away from her face. “I love you so much.” She whispers. Tina stir a little, but doesn’t wake up. Bette sit back down in the chair, watching Tina. She’s deep in thought when she feels the touch of Tina’s hand on hers. “Babe?” Tina says and looks over at her. “Oh hi baby, how are you feeling?” Bette asks as she stands up again and takes a gentle seat on the side of Tina’s bed, taking her hand and bringing it up to her mouth and softly kissing it. “What were you thinking about just now?” Tina asks. “It’s nothing.” Bette says and smiles down at her. “Why don’t we wait until you feel a little better or get out of here?” Bette suggests. “I’m perfectly capable to talk now.” Tina replies. Bette takes a deep breath and glance out the window, before looking down on Tina again. Tina give her a light squeeze to keep her going. “Tina, I can’t take all this anymore. The fear of loosing you, be alone with the boys.” Bette says and wipes away a tear. “Bette, what are you saying?” Tina asks, now a little concerned about what comes next. “I’m saying that I need to get out of here” She takes a brief pause. “Bette, you’re scaring me, what are you talking about. Getting out of here?” Tina asks again. Bette looks at Tina, the tears running freely now. “I know this visit wasn’t life threatening, but I got scared just the same. I love you so much, and those boys, you three are my entire life.” Bette stops there for a new break. Tina cuts in. “Babe, look at me. What are you saying?” She asks in a calm voice. “I wanna move you away from here. There’s nothing good left here. Every time I think about LA, I think about all the bad stuff. I can’t take that anymore Tina. I just can’t.” Bette says and wipes away the tears that keeps coming. Tina is silent. “Inside our home it’s good, but right that second we leave the house I’m terrified that something’s going to happen to you or the boys. I have this constant lump in my throat every day, and I don’t think I can take it anymore.” Bette says as she is now openly crying. “Please Tina, I can’t take it anymore.” Bette whispers. CommentsLeave a ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment. All Sapphic Fandoms Welcomed!We started as The L Word fansite, If you don't see your fandom available, |



(33 votes, average: 3.88 out of 5)
Ohhh poor Betteshe is good old freaking out please give her peace and calm
yep i think Bette needs therapy..not healthy to have those fears..besides moving wont help..if something happens to Tina or the twins in another city she will get scared and will want move again.
well can you blame bette for feeling this way,you have but them through hell,lets recap…umm..first her car accident then tina’s that left her in a wheelchair for awhile,then bette’s knee,tina losing baby..oh then cancer I’m suprised tina doesn’t have her own room in the hospital oh wait then the last one appendics…I think bette is looking for a safe haven for awhile I could use one,try thinking happy thoughts….have a nice day and I hope our ladies do to…really do love this story… ;-p
Great chapter. Looking forward to the next one.
lostinside is right. Moving won’t make the fear go away. Any of them could get hurt just as easily in NC as they could in CA. Maybe both Tina and Bette should talk to a therapist since Bette’s fears are caused by things that have happened to both of them.
oh yeah Bette need help..outside help run to another city its not the asnwer she must stay and fight against those feeling..that was great cant wait for more thanks ;o)
Moving will not change NYTHING. iF TROUBLE IS GOING TO FIND THEM WHERE ever they go.
Bette is sooo freaking out!!! They can’t leave LA, they have heaps of connections and family there! hmmm… i hope everything gets resolved okay… Great chapter and update… i’m glad i finally caught up again (damn holidays). :D
yeah, therapy is good, and they can both attend, moving won’t help eliminate fears
Poor Bette, therapy is good for her now and maybe help her to calm a little bit. Ok post soon please, thanks!
what did i do to you why atr u doing this to me the cliff hangers come on
I don’t think they should move. that’s not going to change anything. except that they are further away from their friends.
Great chapter Lauren but moving will not change a thing for them….they need to deal with this in their normal surroundings…..please post soon and don’t post another cliffhanger :o))
hey lauren, i’m glad to see you back and fine… another great chapter, I hope tha Tina can help Bette and they don’t move away…. thanks
Loving the post as always Lauren……what do you have in mind for our poor Bette – don´t do anything foolish Lauren like make her run away :o) Post soon
Lauren…I think Bette’s last statement is true. She needs professional help to deal with her anxiety. It’s not healthy to constantly have that fear, she needs to learn how to deal with it. Moving across the country won’t make the fear disappear, it may make it worse. Thanks for the update.