Chapter 15


 

Tina: Do you always take care of the woman you date this much?

Bette: (shocked) wh… I…. Jesus I wasn’t expecting this question from you….

Tina: oh… I’m sorry…. sometimes my lawyer half jumps in conversations and makes them look like interrogations…. I’m really sorry….

Bette: (still shocked and a little hurted) it’s ok…. and the answer to that question is no… not just because it’s you but because I don’t date….

Tina was taken aback from Bette’s honest answer and all she could do was to stare into Bette’s profound eyes…..

Bette: (when did this get so awkward?) well… why don’t we sit down….

Tina: (returning to the world of the living) oh… yeah…

Bette: (after helping Tina to sit down) do you want some wine?

Tina: Yes, please…. (why am I blowing this up? Think before you speak Kennard)

Bette: (I knew this was too much…. I knew it!) look Tina (giving her a glass of wine) we don’t have to do this…. you know….. if it’s too uncomfortable for you…. I just don’t want to push you….

Tina: (great now she thinks I don’t want to be here) no…. it’s just that I’m nervous…. I mean no one has ever done something like this for me…. this place is so beautiful and everything is so perfect that I’m scared of wake up and find out that this whole thing was nothing but a dream…..

Bette: (grabbing Tina’s hand from across the table) look you have to understand that you are worthy of all this an even more…. because you’re beautiful and smart and funny and…. (sighing) I don’t know what happened with your fiance but I do know that he is an idiot for letting you go…. and probably I am an idiot too but…. I’m not that kind of idiot…. because I don’t plan on letting you go….. I’ll wait for you…… for as long as it takes you to realize that we are worth fighting for…..

Tina: I just…. you’re so….. you leave me speechless…. what have I ever done to deserve you?

Bette: (smiling) well you’re not the first person in asking me that but they usually don’t use that tone of voice….

They both giggled….

Bette: but I really need to know what’s in you head…. what are you feeling…. what do you think this means…. this attraction, this connection…… I mean if you want to tell me… It’s ok if you don’t….

Tina: (interrupting Bette) wh…. ok….. I’m very attracted to you as you know (blushing a little) but I’m also overwhelmed by all this things I’m feeling….. I don’t know how to tell you things….. I’ve never felt like this in any of my previous relationships or with anyone else for that matter and the fact that you’re a woman scares the shit out of me because I honestly don’t know how to deal with this situation….. but I can’t be without you either….. I need you, I want you, I crave you….. all I think about it’s you…..

Bette: look the same thing happens to me too…. I can’t stand this urge of being with you all the time….. on the other hand I don’t want to push you…. I don’t want to scare you…. and certainly I don’t want to fuck you….. because that would be the easy way out of this….. I want to make love to you at the right time and place…. because I’m willing to surrender everything to you and to experience what it’s like to make love…. you don’t mean just a fuck….. you already are so much more to me….

Tina: you’re so sweet….. you always make you’re next answer more open-harted hatn the previous one…. and you make me melt so much…. you have no idea…. what are you doing to me Bette Porter? I’ve fallen under your spell even before I met you….

Bette: I’m as surprised and bewitched and amazed as you….. but I don’t want to stop…. and even if I wanted to I wouldn’t know how…. let’s male a deal… we’ll take one step at the time….. no hurry…. no pressure, ok?

Tina: you have yourself a deal…. let’s toast to that….

And they both druk a very large sip of the powerful Chadonnay…..

Bette: wow….

Tina: yes…. we better eat before we get drunk….

Bette: (giggling) speak for yourself….

And so they ate and talked and laughed and stared at each other…. and touched each others hands…. and before they knwe it dinner was over…. but the seabreeze was still warm and the night didn’t feel over to them….

Bette: (we were sitting side by side now with her head resting on my chest and our fingers entwined…. just staring at the sea) what are you thinking right now?

Tina: (I lifted my head and my mouth now was inches apart from hers) I was wishing this moment could last forever…. I feel so good in your arms….

Bette: and I feel at home in yours….

Tina: oh my god! (and I kissed her…. so hard…. our tongues dancing this neverending slow dance of want, desire, lust, long, love…. how could I resist this woman)

Bette: (suddenly my hands were all over her…. touching her back, her stomach…. sweet Jesus her legs…. she will be the end of me…. and before I knew it she jumped on my lap…. with her legs spreaded on me…. and her hands…. god…. all over me)

Tina: (I couldn’t control myself…. my hands were thinking for me…. covering the length from her hair and her face until the very end of her stomach and waist…. stopping several times on her breasts…. oh god…. what am I doing?)

Bette: (our moans became lauder by the minute…. as our breathing increased…. my body temperature was so high I could have lighted a fire right there…. to feel her body against me… her mouth…. her warm breath on my neck and ears…… and before I had a chance to think it over my hands were beneath her shirt…. her skin…. it will be the death of me…. and she suddenly lifted her arms taking off her alsmost transparent light blue shirt leaving nothing but her sexy bra… what am I gonna do?)

Tina: (I looked at her at her for a moment…. and in her eyes there was so much lust that it turned me on even more…. even though I thought that wasn’t possible at this point… so I began kisseng her again…. my desire was tangible now…. my tongue was travelling along every inch of her neck and beyond)

Bette: (I was licking and bitting all the soft skin…. until I reached her breasts…. I looked up at her…. right into her eyes…… and without even blinking I undid her bra and stood in an awe at her breasts…. they were magnificent, so perfect….. so I began sucking and licking one of them while my other hand was caressing the other one…. feeling her nipples became erect on my right hand and inside my mouth took to me the very edge…. so this is it….. I thought…. either we stop…… or continue this inside the house…. I have to ask her….. I have to)

Tina: (to say that I was brushing my very very wet core against her belly was an understatement….. and I could feel the juices of my arousal through my underwear…. but when she began her assault on my breasts…. Jesus…. I was on the edge and suddenly she stopped and looked through my eyes into my soul…. searching for the answer to a question I already knew…. what I didn’t know was that answer…..)