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    The Burden of Control – Chapter 15

    Story written on February 13, 2006 by tibette99.
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    Author Notes:

    The oncologist talks shop to Bette

    Previously…


    Tina enters the bathroom
    and crosses over to the sink and begins to splash cold water on her face. The
    shock of the dream and the emotions it provoked are too much to handle. Tina
    clenches her fists in frustrations as tears helplessly fall. She hadn’t dreamed
    of Bette since she had gotten together with     Helena. What was wrong with her? Helena had been Tina’s rock
    after Bette’s betrayal, offering up a much needed friendship. Ties with her
    friends had been strained at best. Bette and Tina’s breakup affected everyone
    in their close knit circle. Everyone leant their support, but at the cost of
    Bette’s friendship, and Tina felt somewhat guilty that they had to choose
    between them.

    Everyone leant their
    support, but at the cost of Bette’s friendship, and Tina felt somewhat guilty
    that they had to choose between them.     Helena was an
    outsider and it felt good to be able to talk to someone who wasn’t personally
    invested in the situation. Their fast friendship soon blossomed into something
    that Tina wouldn’t quite characterize as love, but was deeply caring and
    soothing to Tina’s shattered heart.

    Then why would she have a
    dream about Bette? Why now, after all this time? Because they met for lunch
    last week and talked? Was this a good idea? Should she still tell Bette about
    the baby? A baby that was secretly conceived while they were still essentially
    together. Would she understand? What if she didn’twhat then? Could     Helena fill Bette’s role in her child’s life? Did she want
    her to?     Helena seemed eager enough. She seemed happy, excited even,
    when Tina told her that she was pregnant.

    There were too many
    questions left unanswered. Too many doubts left unsaid.

    Is this where she and
    Bette went wrong?

    Tina thinks back to the
    dreamto the memory of their first date. The walks, the picnic, the glances,
    the easy conversation, the flowers, the bridge, the confessions, the kissesthe
    promises. Had theyhad they taken each other for granted all these years later?

    Tina: (whispered) What
    happened to us?

    ************************************************************************


    Chapter
    15


    Bette sat in the small
    office, nervously twisting the platinum band on her left ring finger. She
    glanced at her watch, noting that she had a good forty-five minutes left of her
    lunch hour before she was expected back at the CAC. The door behind her opens and Dr. Harris
    enters. She is followed by another
    woman, who Bette surmises, couldn’t be more than few years older than
    herself. Dr. Harris settles in behind
    her desk

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    2. You right this story so very well, Bette’s confusion is just the start. I don’t know if she should tell Tina, they aren’t together, and in the very near future Tina is going to be able to figure things out. I know this story is in very capable hands, I look forward to reading more. It makes S3 all the more bearable with Fan Fic. Thanks sooooooo much….

    3. You’ve written this with such honesty and candor that its realism spotlighted the difficulties faced by people suffering from such a horrible disease. Bette was overwhelmed by all of the information and the doctors’ frankness, but Bette’s the type of person who rather just know the facts so she can deal with it face on. I’m not sure whether or not she will tell Tina. Given the percentages of recovery and remission, she probably won’t tell Tina thinking that it wouldn’t be fair to her or the baby. However, I hope that she does…you need a strong support system. The gang, Kit, Tina, and the baby would be a wonderful support system…let’s hope Bette does too. Thanks for taking the time to continue with this amazing story. I appreciate your research efforts in trying to keep it real in terms of the hows, whys…thanks again.

    4. I BELIEVE IF T & B ARE CONNECTED AS WE’D LIKE TO BELIEVE, THAT T WOULD INTERPRET THOSE DREAMS AND KNOW INTUITIVELY THAT SOMETHINGS NOT RIGHT WIITH BETTE…AND SHE’LL DO HER DAMNEDEST TO FIND OUT WHATS GOING ON!!!!!!!!! UPDATE SOON, THIS STORY WAS MISSED!!!

    8. I think you balanced all the medical/technical info with the dialogue really well. I didn’t feel overwhelmed by the medical stuff at all as a reader. I look forward to your next chapter. It’s amazing to see how much time and effort you put into this. I’m enjoying the story. I hope it gives you all the comfort and enjoyment that you expected in writing it. (TMerlin)

    13. Thank you for continuing. Many have family / friends facing illness. I have a friend who has cancer. An extremely rare kind. The truth of the matter is that there is only so much a person can take physically. The fight may be valiant but the body will eventually succumb. I’m not sure how you’ve altered your story. I hope you’re not changing it just to have a happy ending. Please continue. Thanks.

    14. I identify with Bette’s character. If I were sick, I would be very selective about who I tell. I would not tell Tina with whom my relationship is now completely different. Unless I really, really, really have to. Esp. since she is pregnant. Thanks

    15. Thanks so much for the update. I’ve been following this story from the begining. Cancer is a horrible disease for anyone and a lot of people die from it. However, we must also remember there are many people who overcome it and live healthy lives again. With all the new advances in medicine everyday it is possible. Bette will need her family and friends more then ever now….please don’t let her pull away from them. Tina has to find out soon!

    16. Wow…i did not realize what a cancer patient can go through. Exceprional job of breaking down the medical jargon. I hope Bette opens herself up to the people around her including Tina. Looking forward to your next post.

    17. glad your back and it was a great chapter i followed it pretty good–bette has to tell tina 1st and then the gang does’t change things between t and b but she needs to know because of their past love for each other—-i’m still watching each week s3–but at least i don’t let the tears fall;; fanfic storys that share their love are the best but i keep some hope that ic is playing with us–great job post soon

    18. Bette needs to talk with her big sister Kit. I’m not sure who Kit will lean on. Tina chose to leave Bette and isn’t even sure she wants her in her life or the baby’s. Tina should find out about Bette by a chance encounter after Bette starts to show signs of her illness or reaction to the drugs. Bette doesn’t owe her and Tina has moved out of that partner role so she really has not responsibility to be there for Bette. If you have that many chapter ready, let them rip, thanks. :-)

    19. This is a very difficult story to read at times, becuase of the nature of cancer. It takes way too many people’s lives each year and it does not matter how young or old one is. I hope that Tina tells Bette about the baby even before she finds out how sick Bette is. Maybe that will help Bette to fight with all of her might to continue to live. Thank you for this heart wrenching story.

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