JOSH PREVIEW:
Bette: Hey Tina, I think you should explore this Josh thing. I mean, you know, you really need to know what this is about and frankly so do I.
Tina: Are you telling me to sleep with him?
Bette: If that is what you want to do.
Tina: I don’t know what I want.
Bette: Well you need to figure it out. And you need to know that I can’t promise that I’ll still be here once you got your answers.
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Bette was left at their house after Tina left for work. At the moment Bette wanted to take back the things that she said to Tina but she was also considering the fact that if Tina is finding herslef falling for someone whether its a man or a woman it is not fair to her and to Tina to be trapped in a relationship where both of them are just hurting.

Bette walked towards their bedroom and checked how Angelica is doing, well, she is still asleep and it brings a smile to Bette just to see her daughter so peaceful. But it also hurts knowing that her mommies are not getting along.

At the end of the day, Bette was sitting on the couch reading some self-improvement book when Tina arrived. All she wanted was to kiss Tina and to hug her so that all the tiredness that she felt would be gone. But Bette knows that it is not proper and she also hates to be rejected. Bette just stood up and asked Tina how was her day.

Tina: It was okay. Where’s Angelica?
Bette: She’s in the bedroom, sleeping.
Tina: I’ll check if she’s awake, I’ll feed her.
Tina was walking towards their bedroom.
Bette:  Tina, wait.
Tina stopped and returned to the living room.
Tina: What?
Bette: What we talked about this morning, have you decided?
Tina: Bette?! Would you please stop!
Bette: I know it seems to you that I am pushing you away but I am not. I love you but I don’t want to be in this relationship where my partner admits that she’s having feelings for another person. It looks like you’re trapping me.
Tina: So you really want me to sleep with him.
Bette: That’s not what I want, I want you and I want this family. But I don’t think you’re commited to me or to us.
Tina: What do you want me to do?
Bette: Tina it’s as if you’re not listening to me.
Tina: Well, speak.
Bette: This is hard for me Tina but I love you, but if you don’t love me anymore just let me go. Say it to my face. Don’t keep me hoping for something that might not happen.
Tina: Bette, I don’t know. I’m still confused and–
Bette: Fuck Tina! Make up your mind.
Tina: Give me some time.
Bette: Until when? Until you fucked him and you’ll just come here one day and you wanted me out of your life?
Tina: I don’t want to make the wrong choice Bette. I want security, I don’t want to take a chance on something that I am not sure of what will come out of it.
Bette: You know Tina, I’m sick of you treating me like shit! I love you, I’ve told you that a hundred times but I just don’t get it why you can’t even say that back to me. It shouldn’t be that hard if you love someone. Do you love me? Do you?
Bette waited for Tina’s reply but once she saw the confussion on Tina’s face she know what Tina feels.
Bette: You know don’t answer that, you don’t have to, I can see it and I can feel or better yet I cannot feel it and I cannot see it.
Tina: Bette..
Bette: Tina, Im going to make this easier for you. It will be easier for us to just end this whatever relationship that we have now. There I said it. Maybe you’re just waiting for me to say it. There, I said it we are over. Happy now?
Bette watched Tina go inside their bedroom, Bette wanted to follow Tina but she know that she made the right decision. Calling it quits will be easier. If they are meant to be they will still find their way to one another and if didn’t Bette just have to live with that. Bette walked to the guestroom where she stayed the night fearing of what tomorow will bring.