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    To Carmen

    Story written on March 16, 2006 by VIDEL_77.
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    Someone whos just not as screwed up as I am.


    To Carmen:

     

    How amazing life can be, so much has happened and youre still here with me. I think Im still shocked about the Fact. that you love me.

             Youve been the only one who can handle  all the mess my life is, and i still cant figure out whyI would have left me if I were you, cause sometimes I can barely stand being alone with myself.

             You embraced my past and are looking forward to having a future with me, with me?  Are you sure? I am absolutely positive that could find someone better for you. Someone who could really open up to you , without any fear. Someone whos fears and demons arent so very deep within their heart, someone whos just not as screwed up as I am.

             And yet youre here with me , even when you know you could have anyone you wanted and you want me, you are in love with me not anyone but me.

             So I guess… this letter is meant to let you know that even though sometimes I might not act like it, I do Love you, more than you could ever imagine, more that whats safe to say, and way more than what I let you know. Maybe thats why I hold back so much, because I know that you have the power to break down my whole entire universe, and you have no idea how scary that can be, add that to my traditional problems, and you get one big ass fear thats tearing me down.

             But despite all that, youve helped me get over a lot of those things, showing me that youre gonna be with me forever, and since I dont want to fuck that up, I decided to sat down here for a moment to write this. You are back in the bedroom now, sleeping, youll find it when you wake up, Im gonna be at work by then, so the last thing I want to say is THANK YOU, for being you, for choosing me, for staying although sometimes youve wanted to go, thanks Honey! I LOVE YOU!  You are unbelievable, and I promise I wont ever let you go, and Ill always try harder to be a better person for you.

             Now I have to go, or else Ill be late for work have a nice day, Ill be home for dinner.

     

                                                   Love, S.      

     

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    1. After I type this comment I’m going to find a mountain top, okay probably the hill next to the local elementary school, and shout out a big ol’ thanks for this chapter and the one to follow. As you know, it’s situation critical in L Word land which makes your phenomenal writing that much more necessary. I’ve decided to reside in Denialville and although the weather here is fucking fantastic, your writing would make it stupendous. This is the part where I beg you to please start another story VERY soon…uh, that was me begging. Did it do anything for ya? Should you decide not to start another story anytime soon let me thank you for taking time out of your life to write a story that us readers have enjoyed greatly. I’m off to start another coundown to the caca that has been S3 Sundays…save us, Greentea!

    3. Great start. Hope you con’t this story & hopefully its not just one chapter. If TLW writers would just allow the characters to communicate or even do what you did (let someone write or receive a damn letter) I would be a very satisfied person :D

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