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    The Sacrifice Part 5

    Story written on May 19, 2006 by scarletred.
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    Tina contemplates the past and her actions, feeling a strong desire to apologize. Explicit language and graphic sex.

    The sacrifice, Chapter 5

    After drying herself off with a towel, Tina wrapped herself in her favorite turquoise robe and headed for her bedroom. Shivering, she slumped down on the bed acknowledging that the freezing temperature of the water did nothing for the aroused state her body was in.

    Folding her arms across her chest, Tina pouted with brow furrowed in earnest contemplation deciding to blame Bette for her current state of unrest.  This is all Bette’s fault. Damn her!  What was she thinking, parading around our house nude, looking so beautiful and sexy. 

    Leaning back against her pillows on the Queen sized bed, Tina glanced over at the empty spot to her left.  The spot Bette’s elegant body should have been… that is until the brunette decided she wouldn’t sleep next to Tina while she was having thoughts of being with a man.

    Despite being hurt and disappointed by the decision, Tina honestly couldn’t hold it against Bette because she understood where her partner was coming from.  Wouldn’t I react in the same way?  Wouldn’t I find it appalling if Bette had informed me she was having feelings for other women?

    Because of her previous declaration, so many months ago, when she informed Bette all teary eyed that she wanted to be a family; Tina felt remorse over her current actions. 

    Did I really want to have a family with her, but wasn’t ready to forgive?  Did I conveniently use Bette simply to help me raise Angelica? Why did I think reconciliation would be easy? Am I that naïve?

    Almost as if she was on the outside looking in at their relationship, Tina could empathize with Bette.  She truly felt awful about her newfound attraction to men especially since she didn’t know where it came from.

    Could it be a latent reaction, a deeply buried rage against Bette’s unfaithfulness masquerading as a need for revenge? Or do I have a basic, primal need for safe, unemotionally attached sex with a man simply because I don’t know how to sexually reconnect with Bette anymore?

    Frowning, Tina realized the conundrum of her last erroneous thoughts… Wasn’t her body telling her that wasn’t true?  Presently, Tina certainly felt sexually connected to her alienated partner after seeing her in her birthday suit.  Yet even with the suddenly strong physical attraction, finding that elusive emotional connection they use to have was another matter entirely.  If she could only recapture the love and especially the trust that was lost to the affair, wouldn’t her current attraction to men become a short-term ill-conceived idea of the distant past?

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    1. I liked your story very much. Looking forward to your next post, I am eager to see how you are going to have Tina come to terms with her feelings for Josh and Bette and how she is going to explain it all to Bette.

    2. Your writing is so beautiful..heartachingly beautiful. Tina is conflicted…can’t forgive Bette but uses her to satiate her desire. Not a nice person.

    3. Tina needs to talk to Bette about how much she still loves her. Maybe then Bette will open up to Tina about her own feelings. Both have learned to dance around each other and now both need to learn to dance with each other. Tina is conflicted with emotions that she is unsure of, but with communication to Bette maybe she will able to allow Bette back into her heart.

    4. Your style is beautifully descriptive, yet never boring. It’s great to know there are a few writers out there who are aware of appropriate sentence structure, etc. Hope your PC problems are a thing of the past, and we can look forward to many posts from you. Thanks for writing!

    10. Poor Tina is so messed up. She really needs to see a Dr. Bette still feel guilty how long can you feel like a dooe mat. The sex was hot.but will it change anything unless they can talk. thanks

    11. I just read the 5 chapters and I must say… VERY powerful writing.. you’ve managed to make me cry more than twice already… and my poor B&T heart is really hurting… EXCELLENT chapter, post soon please!!

    12. Why am I in need of a cold shower and a tissue all at the same time. Tina really needs to tell Bette she still loves her, don’t just be using her for sex, while you figure things out.

    16. I had to read your story again. Yes, I was compelled to read your story again and really savor the phrasing, the descriptions. It is a pleasure to read the work of an author who is attentive to grammar, punctuation and spelling. But I do appreciate the efforts of all the fanfic writers b/c it does take time and committment.

    17. Pattifloatn said it best. But I have to add that I am sick of how Tina seems to USE Bette because she knows she has ALWAYS had Bette wrapped around her finger. With that thought in mind, it’s rather hard for me to find anything Tina does as sincere.

    19. This chapter is amazing. Hot and steamy sex could help the couple to realise their love and connections more easily. Love can’t solve all the problems, but love does solve a lot of problems. With love, sometimes, some problems become no need to be solved.

    20. Glad you are back and continuing. Hopefully you will get Tina to grow up and tell Bette how she feels and what she wants. Why is she afraid to tell Bette she loves her and doesn’t want her to leave?

    22. i wish they could talk and open up because they might lose this love being silent…tina should tell bette that she still loves her

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