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Questions Unanswered – 6
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“I felt… You made me feel so inadequate… You made me hate myself…”
Bette’s sobs were filling the room and Tina was astounded by this declaration. Just to know how ignorant Tina was to how Bette had been feeling while she was with her pained Tina more than she thought it would. Tina knew that Bette wasn’t happy after they got back together because of her. But she had never thought that she was THAT unhappy.
Tina found herself walking towards Bette and wrapping her arms around her. After 8 months of being apart both of them forgot how good it felt to be in the other’s arms. And as much as Bette wanted to break the contact this time, she couldn’t and her sobs started to get heavier as she remembered how it felt to be in Tina’s arms, how loving and tender Tina’s hugs were. How much love they showed without the need of words. And with this thought Bette knew that Tina wanted to say so many things that she wasn’t able to convey through words. That is why she took the risk of hugging Bette after being rejected minutes ago.
Tina tightened her hold on Bette as tears came running down her cheeks. She cared about the woman in her arms and she couldn’t believe how much she hurt her. Tina thought all the while that she had been doing the right thing by avoiding putting herself in a position to be hurt again, ignoring the fact that the biggest pain was to see the people she loved suffering and for her to be the reason for their pain was just more than she could endure.
They kept the embracing for a couple of minutes to feel more of one another and to have a moment of total peace. Something that had been missing whenever the two of them were in the same room for a long time now.
Bette was getting too comfortable in Tina’s arms, as she felt Tina’s left hand stroking her back lightly. Before losing herself completely in Tina, Bette knew that once that happened it would be too hard to stop herself from wanting more, expecting more from Tina. And she didn’t want that, not anymore, Bette was fed up with living in hope of having things mended, of holding on to what she knew was better to step away from.
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awww this hurt…but if its meant to b it will b…
this is so sad! you almost make me cry but i am working! i hope Tina get her senses and figth for Bette they need and love each other! please don’t let them be separated
Tina sees herself as the victim. When that changes and she understands that she’s the aggressor and the one with the power to change the outcome to and get back with Bette they’ll have hope of a healthy relationship. She can’t even talk to Bette, just like in S3. I hope she wakes up/grows up and act like a spouse and mother.
No, please, I implore you to let Bette get her wish. She so deserves peace of mind right now, and having the freedom to heal and move on will allow that. Please keep Tina as far away from Bette as possible.
And, I completely agree with snQQpy. The best thing for both is to just walk away.
that was a biggie ouch…even family guy dint help me smile ..but still like the story post soon?
OMG..you have me crying…Lamentamini was smart by waiting to read this one at home. As for the ending…I’m not ready for one. I am enjoying the story so much but you know I want them together happily ever after. post soon
As I’m sitting here reading this chapter, Celine Dion’s “Just Walk Away” comes to mind…quite appropriate and heartbreaking. “Bette got her wish and Tina did let go of her, or so Bette thought.” I don’t whether that sounded ominous or it sounded hopeful… As much as it pains me to say this, it’ll be in everyone’s interest to let go and move on in the long run. Bette has finally made the efforts to move on, to tell Tina to let her go. If Tina doesn’t let go, and seeing that she still can’t face Bette honestly, she’ll just keep hurting Bette, with or without intention. Tina realizes that she’s still deeply in love with Bette but she can’t even give Bette an answer or even talk to her or look her in the eye. What does she want?! “So walk away…And close the door…And let my life be as it was before…And I’ll never never know…Just how I let you go…But there’s nothing left to say…Just walk away.” You’re doing a great job, Fa6Fa6. Thank you.
Damn this is so sad and heartbreaking, what the hell is Tina thinking, standing there biting her nail and let Bette go and didn’t do anything to keep Bette there, just sad. Ok let see whats next, post soon please, thanks!
We have never seen Tina beg or work for Bette, this could be fun.
Well I finally read it and yes, it was sad but that was a no-brainer going by the summary alone. Someone mentioned “Just Walk Away.” I automatically thought of a song with a similar title “Just Walk Away, Renee.” Eh, I guess that one could apply here too, but it’s debatable on who is directing it to whom. I’m going to try and not have any hope here and just take the words to follow as they are delivered.
This was heartbreaking, true love never run smooth.. but there’s always hope. Great story, please continue
Can’t type tooo many tears.
Ouch… just… ouch…
you are killing me hear you know that, right? i wish i didnt’ read it before the work, now i’m too upset to do anything
Woooo! First. I think I’ll save this one for after work though as it looks like it’ll make me cry.
I think it’s good for them to separate at the moment since Tina obviously has no intention to work things out. She may still love Bette, but she didn’t try to repair their relationship. Bette should move on and be herself again. She should try to let go of Tina whether or not Tina lets go of her. Everyone can survive without anyone. The only complication between them is Angelica, which is a connection lasting forever.
Yes they both need to let each other go. Yet again tina said nothing,oh well.
Yé! It’s about time that they begin to really talk without playing games even if they seem not aware to doing so most of the time. I am curious to see how Tina will act now that the ball is on her side. I like the angle you give to this story, I can’t wait for you to post the next chapter.
FAB, WOW!!!!! That broke my heart but it was the right thing for Bette yo do for herself so she can move on. Tina is just Tina no words from her that about normal. Thank you I can’t wait for your next post.
Wow…that was heartbreaking, yet at the same time, you left us with a tiny glimmer of hope. Well done! Thanks!
I see a glimmer of hope. It was time for Bette to say and do what she did, but its also time for both of them, especially Tina to come to terms with things. Yeah, they’ve both done things to hurt each other, and lord knows they’ve done all they can to destroy each other, but bottom line is no matter what they still love each other. And people thats what its all about.
Go Tina, go claim your woman and fight for her and for your love!!!!! This was a beautiful written chapter, I’m sorry to hear the end is near, but you’ve to make this right and give us a happy end :o))
It has been Tina’s way to keep her mouth shut. Understanding that there was a time these 2 could communicate without saying a word; those days have been long gone. Some of you see hope in this chapter; the hope that TiBette will rise again. The hope is saw was Bette standing up for herself and also standing up to Tina. Tina’s own thoughts were that she UNINTENTIONALLY treated Bette very badly. How does one UNINTENTINALLY treat you horribly over and over and fucking over again WITHOUT ever realizing they are doing so? I call this abuse. This is one of the many reasons why the best they can do for each other is walk away.
hat is all we can hope for. Tina is not going to let go this easy. Sad thanks