Now I’M Nothing PT 12

Chateau Marquis Room 919

I got back to the hotel hot and bothered. I wanted to take a shower to cool down a bit. Wade left a note saying he would tell everyone I had food poisoning  to cover for all the work we should have doing. He suggested I stop lying to myself about how I felt about Shane. He said it was really fucking obvious how I felt about her. I went to the bathroom and turned the shower on as cold as it would go. I step in thinking what the hell did he know.

I step out of the shower feeling cleaner but not relaxed, I was tense. On edge. This is unreal. I stare at the phone thinking that I had to hear her voice to do what needed to done to get this thing undone in me. I lock the door to the room and hope what I am about to ask doesn’t break any of her rules about how we should proceed. I dial her number on the hotel phone. It rings four times before she answers.

“Carmen you ok?”

I put my sexy voice, low throaty.

“No, I need you to do something for me.”

She pauses on her line.

“Carmen I told you I cant, it’s not that I don’t want to I just………”

“I know I just need you to talk to me…. say something….”

I could feel her head moving to the side like she’s using all her brain power to comprehend what I want.

“You want me to……….say something dirty?”

“I want you to say something sexy. Please Shane, pleeassssse.”

“I’ll start; right now I am laying down flat on my back. My hand is on my neck making it’s way slowly down my body., that dress you could not get your eyes off at breakfast, well it’s in a bunch on the floor in front of the bed you not in. I miss you Shane so much; my nipples miss the way your tongue felt, their so hard right now.”

I hear the phone drop and cursing in the back round. I sit up