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    FIX IT CHALLENGE #8: I’ve been having all these feelings…

    Story written on June 25, 2006 by justloveB+T.
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    FIX IT CHALLENGE #8: Is there still a chance?

    I’ve been having all these feelings…

     

     

     

     

     

    Tina Kennard felt the all to familiar whirlpool of emotions wash over her as she looked away from her partner…

    All her doubts came to the surface and the guilt she was feeling increased with every heartbeat, as a burning sensation in her stomach.

    The anger in Bette’s movements…

    The reasonable anger of the beautifull brunnette who had found out Tina had been having cybersex with Daddyof2.

    It dazzled Tina when she looked into Bette’s chocolatbrown eyes that had turned into pools of hurt.

    The beautifull blonde haired woman  knew she needed to explain…

     

    But how?

     

    She had been so utterly confused these last couple of months.

    Well, since Angel had been born really…

    The way she had felt about her baby the first couple of weeks…

    She was a mother…

    She had waited for so long to hold a baby in her arms…

    And when she finally had she felt…

     

    Numb…

     

    First she had blamed it on the anesthetics, but now Tina knew better.

    She was just a bad mother.

    She could never give that little Angelica what she needed and wanted.

    Bette was the one who seemed able to read the babies mind.

    She seemed to know instinctivily what to do, when to change a diaper or when to just play with her, or tickle her.

    The way Bette handled their daughter, with a love and care and easiness Tina envied, made the blonde want to scream out sometimes.

    Why couldn’t she be more like that?

    What if Bette hadn’t lost her job and hadn’t been home?

    What would have happened to Angelica?

    Tina felt her heart pound with dissapointment in herself…

    She had been convinced that she would be a good mother, for in her heart she had always felt she was a good person.

    But now she wasn’t so sure of that anymore…

    Especially when she looked into those hurted eyes before her, they belonged to the partner she had chosen for life…

    Tina’s heart shattered in thousands of pieces. She could feel them fall against her ribs and chest.

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    2. BRAVO, BRAVO, BRAVO……..20 STARS……IF ONLY THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS ON THE SHOW…… ~~SIGH~~……..AH WELL…..MAYBE IN ONE SEASON OR ANOTHER I HOPE……

    4. that was awesome. i love them taking it back to the old times. yet another ff writer who is able to do with these what IC is either unable or unwilling to do…..have REAL communication!

    6. actually you echo my thoughts as to what is going on with Tina. Great story. Isn’t it funny how you think you’ll only write about 2 pages and suddenly you’re a 7 page post?? Crazyhuh?

    7. Captain you are the greatest. I will follow you to the ends of the earth. Now, we must work hard to get these wonderful B&T stories to the evil leader. I say overthrow her and set up our own B&T love fest. I totally agree with corona.

    16. The end was so sweet. And it only took me several hours to get through this. LMAO No I’m not THAT slow of a reader. I just kept stopping to read other things along the way. lol

    17. I was out of town when you posted this and I am just catching up – this was stellar. You really fulfill my wishes about who Tina and Bette can be together.

    26. hey justy!!!!!! lovin this fic i think u should hunt that Ms Chaiken one down and have a few words with her!! this is what we all want not the torture that she’s putting us through.

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