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    As Sure As The Sun PT 4

    Story written on September 2, 2006 by New Dawn Fades.
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    “I was jealous of dreams.”

    As Sure As The Sun PT 4

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    CH 9

     

     

     

     

     

    I’ve felt you touch before I know your way
    A ghost-like sense of state
    You’re gone
    So it seems you know me I will wait for you
    I do…………..

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Monday.

     

     

    Left Carmen last night after the weirdness in her shower. We had since the first time we met (all those years ago) had really intense sex with each other. There were times when it was wild, times when it was bloody (like in Dana’s house.) Times when I didn’t know if I was coming or going. Times when we went at it for so long that it hurt the next day…but this in her shower that was something different.

     

     

    I know she is upset. And I know she feels lost. But she was down right mean. Like she wanted to punish me for wanting her…or not wanting her or both. She cried in the shower for a half an hour. The steam making it hard to see. I could still see her, the real her even though she was so far away. And I told her. and she just smiled this weak smile.

     

     

    So we get out, we dry off. I make her a quick dinner as she sat transfixed on the sky line. She ate in silence. Then went to lie down. I walked over to her as she stripped her clothes off to go to bed. I didn’t tell her that she slept naked before she lost her memory. I don’t tell her that she still shakes the salt into her hand before sprinkling it on her food. It won’t help. Because she just doesn’t remember.

     

     

    I stay with her till she falls asleep. Then I made my way with Jeff back to my room. I told Jeff goodnight. No booze in my fridge, no smokes in any desk drawer or kitchen draw. I lie down and look at the sky till  I wonder what Hector and the guys were up to? I wonder if there was a fall out to jacking Dominguez’s ride? I wonder what everyone thinks about me vanishing off the face of the earth….again. I wonder what Jimmie wants to do about Roxy and Sergio? I wonder what branch of government pays for all of this? I wonder if Carmen is sleeping ok?

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    4. OMG! They are so crazy together.They can be volatile or sweet & it works. Love that Carmen has difficulty in figuring out who she is, but Shane hasn’t given up, love that also. Excellent chap. as usual.

    7. WOO HOO! Love the update. I guess that “no hanky panky in public places” rule went straight out the window, eh? LOL! Anywho, I’m glad Carmen is showing signs of her old self; she’s tough, fiery, and just as crazy in love as she used to be. I mean, her memories may be hazy or lost, but her character and her personality are still absolutely there, and that’s the most important part of a person. (I hope she realizes that THAT is the part Shane fell in love with–the part that is just naturally Carmen–the memories were just icing on the cake)

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