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    As Sure As The Sun PT 9

    Story written on September 13, 2006 by New Dawn Fades.
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    And me I am just a piece of a past that she cannot shake and I make her shiver.

    As Sure As The Sun PT 9

     

     

     

     

     

    CH 27

     

     

     

     

     

     

    Do I like to have confusion?
    Yes I do
    Am I, am I in any danger?
    Yes I am
    Do I like what‘s happening?
    Yes I do
    And can I deal with it directly?
    Yes I can

    I take the trouble, I take the time
    I get the feeling that I‘m doing what‘s right
    I may be reckless, maybe a fool
    But I get excited when I get confused    ………

     

     

     

     

     

     

    From bad to worse. The thought of promise, of accomplishments of understanding, you can now throw it out of the window. Once I get off this bike, use the eyes it will be complete. To say I am mad that I am pissed, that I could plant my fist thru ten fucking brick walls is an understatement. Stress, being on New York time, the food that stinks to high heaven, the fact that I feel eye’s on me wherever I go, Carmen’s insane behavior, the idea that she thinks I have a drinking problem, and now this, but before this. Before I see that Achilles is a bloody mess on accident bridge, all of this happened. together in this shit, Carmen and me.

     

     

    So let me flash you back to three days ago.

     

     

    Carmen threw a 7,000 dollar vase at my head. At least I think the vase is worth that. Anyway she throws the vase mad as hell at me for doing my job. I can’t figure for the life of me why she thinks I want to fuck guys. So we fuck till we couldn’t keep our eyes open any longer. We have breakfast in bed. We talk or I talk anyway. We don’t leave her room.

     

     

    Underneath it all I knew she was breaking. She didn’t want to talk about anything that cut close to her bones. It is frustrating. She won’t tell me how she feels unless I smash her feelings apart. When I kiss her when I feel her, when I look at her I know in my head that she is Carmen. I can smell her and know that she is Carmen but when she speaks and tells me that she is not real, I don’t know what to say. And worst of all I get angry at her, and she gives me that look as if to say why are you mad; you know I can’t remember anything.

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    1. God I love that song, it took me awhile to figure out who it was, but i figured it out, don’t worry. Excellent chapter, things just keep getting more and more complicated for our heroines don’t they? I love it! I’m sad that you won’t be updating for awhile, but that will just make me even more excited to see an update when you do…right?

    2. post soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love this story. this story keeps me coming back here lol … no i love a lot o storys but this…. is… just… fucking ….cool!!! i love it

    3. “Your keeping me from my son, you did something to me so I can’t remember my life…” The plot thickens. Goodness, this story is a total puzzle; I can’t place any of the pieces. Although I can’t put a name to the opening lyrics, I agree that I like the confusion.

    4. Is Peggy trying to get them killed because Helena is dead? O.K. I have to go through fan fic withdrawal for two weeks, I suppose I can make it. Enjoy. Hurry back. Great chap.

    5. Hey if any of you come back and check this comment the song mentioned in the opening chapter is called “Get confused and it by the awesome Fischerspooner”

    6. Its a bummer that you will be missing for a few weeks, I had gotten so useed to your regular updates. I do however understand that real life comes first. I will be here waiting, especially now that you have thrown Peggy into the mix, cant wait to see what you got coming up!

    7. Oh, I see. I remember the name from early season two, (Carmen: So, anyway, this is my day job. Um, last week I P.A.’d at a Fischerspooner video.) but I had never heard any of their music until now that I checked them out. I must say, they sound good. Anywho, I agree with NICHYA that Peggy will be a good addition. She’s such a strong, self-assured character, it’ll be good to see what role she plays in all this. And may your muse smile upon you while you work on the album… just don’t forget about us [wink].

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