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Lost In Love Chap10
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Bette splashes her face with cold water. She slowly stands up and looks in the mirror. Tina is standing behind her. Bette sees Tina in the mirror and turns around. Tina hands Bette a towel.
“Better?” Tina smiles slightly.
“Ugh. I hate that. I guess I did drink way too much.” Bette dries her face and looks over at Tina. “Sorry. I’m sure that you didn’t come here to hold back my hair while I lost it in the toilet.”
“It’s okay. I am just hoping that it wasn’t your reaction to what I said.” Tina said.
Bette holds the towel against her face and looks over at Tina. “Tina, I don’t understand. A few days ago you tell me that you’re starting a family with…” Bette can’t bear to say Henry’s name. “…him, and now you’re here telling me that I’m your life. What is this?”
Tina takes Bette by the hand and leads her to the bed. They both sit down. Tina takes a deep breath and starts. “When I said what I did in Whistler, it was out of anger, Bette. I was so angry about the custody petition that I wanted to hurt you. I never planned a future with Henry. I’ve never wanted a future with anyone but you.”
Bette is trying to process everything Tina is saying. She closes her eyes and listens. “I don’t get it, Tina. You haven’t acted like you wanted a future with me.”
Tina stands up, takes a few steps and turns toward Bette. “I know I haven’t. I did a lot of things wrong. I shut you out when I should have been letting you in. I made some really stupid choices. But I know now that I want. I want you. I want us. I want our family, our future.”
Tina walks over to Bette and kneels down. She looks up at her. “I know that we have a lot of things to work through. I know that it won’t be easy. But I am sure of one thing, Bette. I want this. I want us. I love you. I never stopped.”
Bette looks into Tina’s eyes. “Tina…”
Tina stops Bette. Tears start down her face. “I know I hurt you. A lot. Please Bette, give me a chance to make things right. Give us another chance. Please, baby… I need you.”
Bette stands up. She walks toward the window. As she walks around the bed, she stops at the sight of the pictures on the desk. She sighs, then touches each picture gently. Her eyes water at the sight of their son and their daughter. She continues to the window, and looks out.
“We really messed things up, didn’t we?” asks Bette as she continues to stare out of the window.
Tina crosses the room and moves behind Bette. She also looks down at the pictures. “Yes, we did.”
“Is it too late, Tina? Have we destroyed everything beyond repair?” Bette continues to look out the window, almost afraid of the answer she will receive.
Tina reaches up and touches Bette’s hair. She runs her hand down Bette’s back. “Bette,” she starts.
Bette turns around. Both have tears running down their faces.
“Do you still love me, Bette?”
Bette looks at Tina. “Yes. I don’t think I’m capable of not loving you.”
Tina takes Bette’s hand. She looks up at her. “I love you, Bette. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. Only you.” Tina takes Bette’s hand in both of hers. “I believe that our love is strong enough to overcome this. I’m hoping that you believe that too. I know that there’s a lot that we have to talk through, get through. It won’t be pretty. But I believe that we can do it. Please tell me that you believe that too, Bette. Please tell me that we can try.”
“It really won’t be easy, you know.”
“Nothing worth having ever is, right?”
Bette moves her other hand over Tina’s. “I told you before that I don’t think that I can live without you. I don’t want to be without you. I have to, I need to…try.”
Tina exhales and looks deeply into Bette’s eyes. She reaches up and touches Bette’s face gently. Bette pushes a lock of hair behind Tina’s ear and looks at her with a slight smile.
“I love you, T.”
“I love you, baby. So much.”
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YES!!!!!!!!!!! That’s are girls. So glad Bette listened. It is going to be hard, they’ve both done alot of damage, but they can fix it. Now how about some make-up sex. Come on.
i don’t agree…why should it be this easy for tina? after all the sh*t she put bette through? i still think tina doesn’t know what she wants. and i hope bette realizes that… and what if she decides oh wait, i wanna be w/ men again, then what?
I kinda agree with gayak0, even though I REALLY like to see them together, and this post made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I just wonder if it can be that easy…
i believe…thanks
If they are going to do this, they can’t half-ass it.
They will need to work their a**es off each day for a long time. This was not easy on Tina. Bette is not making it easy on her,just just dont want to go on living without trying to have Tina in her life. thanks
the writing is amazing, the writer is amazing, the fic is amazing, what more is there to say????? besides saying that you need to post again reallll soon!!!!!…..
Sorry I didn’t get to comment on the last chapter…I agree with GayakO it should not be easy…and I don’t think you will give us easy…they need to dig down deep and clear out all the ish and rebuild and that will not be pretty. I am sure your name isn’t mindbender for nothing…keep posting.
I caught up again and am pleasantly surprised by the turn of events. I know that a lot of fans want to see Tina grovel to get Bette back. Maybe a way to go, but don’t they say the way to get back at someone is to treat them kindness. Bette will be a better woman instead of the vindictive person that has all the right in the world to do great harm to Tina.
Pattifloatn…Tina might not have to grovel but she has to do some explaining. She put Bette thru hell and back…and had she been a little later Bette might would have taken those pills. Tina has been all over the place with her decisions….I want my autonomy… I want to move back and be a family…I want you adopt our daughter…I have feelings for men…Henry and I are going to start a family…go away Bette…come back Bette…you are my life Bette…sigh…even I am getting dizzy.
aawwwwww that was lovely…
i’m sorry, i forgot to compliment the writer, i just got so caught up with this fic. u are really an amazing writer! kudos! thanks for taking the time to write and bend our minds! pls. post soon!
I somewhat agree with gayakO, but I haope they can work it out. Thank you Great Chapter PPS
MB, LOVE the story. However, is it only me that is confused by what Bette said to Tina? I quote,”I told you before that I don’t think that I can live without you. I don’t want to be without you. I have to, I need to…try.” Is she saying that she has to try to live without Tina? I was a little alarmed by that statement. Now, as I’m the only one who seems to have picked up on this I’m thinking I may be wrong. Please post again soon so that I can clear up this little fog of mine. :)
Well, I finally just got caught up with this great story. I really love it but Tina needs to stop jerking Bette around. Damn, I think Bette has more than made up for her stupidity. Now for the hard work and the ….make up sex!!!!!
Tina being honest and Bette listening… things are once again good with Bette and Tina. I still think it was a pretty easy make-up & Tina needs to be sure this is what she wants.
Good chapter and I agree with gayako and hope Tina really know what she want because Bette can’t take a another hurt again she going to die if Tina hurt her again, let them talk more and work things out and make it right this time. OK post soon please, thanks!