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Lost In Love Chap11
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Bette closes her cell phone and turns to Tina. “Kit says that Angelica is doing well. I miss her.”
“So do I. This is the first time she’s been away from both of us.” Tina smiles at Bette. “Hey, why don’t you grab a shower and I’ll order some dinner for us.”
Bette glances out of the window. “Okay, I guess that a shower and dinner would help me feel better.”
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Bette just stood under the shower letting the water pelt her. ‘How do we fix all of this?’ She runs her hand through her hair. ‘How do I get past her being with Henry? Hell, CAN I get past that? She left me for a man. She shut me out of her life. She was going to shut me out of Angel’s life.’
Bette exhales. ‘God, I love that woman so much. I can’t get her out of my system. But I can’t forget what she’s done.’ She closes her eyes, trying to ignore the pain that she feels in her heart and soul. ‘She broke my heart.’
Bette thinks back over the months since their reconciliation. They focused so much time and energy on Angelica. But Bette waited patiently for Tina to be ready to resume a physical relationship. When that didn’t happen, Bette blamed it on the stress of being new parents. She knew that eventually things would work out. But they didn’t.
They even went to a therapist. Tina didn’t seem very interested, though. ‘All Tina thought about was the baby and the state of our finances.’ Bette sighed. ‘Then she went back to work, and drifted farther and farther away.’
Bette turns and feels the water hitting her body. ‘I know that I started to shut down after finding out about Daddyof2. How could she do that? What did she get from doing that?’
“Fuck,” Bette mutters. ‘Daddyof2, Josh Becker, Henry…so now why does she want to come back to me? What happens when or if she changes her mind again?’
Bette exits the shower, wraps a robe around herself and looks in the mirror. “Damn, Porter,” She turns and begins to dry her hair, continuing to try to figure out how to begin to move past the past few months. ‘Would things be different if Tina had slept with another woman?’ Bette knows that she would have been enraged either way. She thinks back to how Tina reacted when she found out about the affair. Bette shakes her head at the memory of that night. ‘We hurt each other so badly,’ she thinks. ‘I know that I broke her heart then. All I wanted was another chance, and eventually she gave me one. That’s what Tina is asking for now.’
Bette again looks into the mirror. ‘Why wasn’t I enough? Why did she need him? What did I not give her that he did? It had to be more than anatomy.’
“Shit,” Bette says to her reflection, “What am I doing?”
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Tina tips the bellman as he delivers their dinner. She looks over the food, then looks up at the closed bathroom door. “Oh, baby…” she sighs. She looks over at the pictures that she placed on the desk. She moves to the desk and gently touches the photographs. “How can we make this right?” she says to herself. “How can I make this right?”
Bette walks out of the bathroom. Tina turns around quickly. “How was the shower?”
Bette looks at Tina. “Tina, I don’t think I can do this.”
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yes you can Bette, One day at a time, Love is worth it
Bette can’t give this up, she loves Tina too much to do that. Tina has made mistakes, but they can overcome it. True love overcomes everything. Please keep them together, please!
Blimey, what a place to stop and it’s way too short!! I guess it’s normal that Bette got doubts, I would have thought the same thing. Tina just got to be patience to Bette. Great chapter and please post soon. :)
i hope she means she just can’t tie her robe… too short… please continue
*Note to Bette*It’s okay to be cautious Bette…Tina did break your heart and yes your questions are valid. I do want the 2 of you to sit down and have a heart to heart talk…don’t make any hasty decisions just yet. I do believe Tina loves you but you both need to see if love is enough. Put all cards on the table tell her how she made you feel. Ask her why did she come home before Angelica’s birth if she hadn’t truly forgiven you? If you need me Bette I am here for you. Just tell Mindbender to post soon so we can know what’s going on in that hotel room.
oh no, please post again soon. I want to know. And please let them talk before Bette “kicks” Tina out
I agree w/SkyCaptain. We are here for you Bette. Tina’s got some ‘splaining to do. In my mind, Tina’s hurtful behavior towards Bette was worse than Bette’s escapade w/Candace. With Tina, it was purposeful, vindictive, showed malice and forethought b/c it was repeated several times. With Bette, it was wrong and her lust should have been controlled but it wasn’t done to punish Tina. It was thoughtless and hurtful and done purely to satisfy her lustful desires but wasn’t planned and she wasn’t meanspirited about it. She did not parade Candace around like Tina did with Helena and then her men. Tina has always been the stronger one. Bette is flashier, she is a life force but Tina is Bette’s kryptonite and has Bette wrapped around her little pussy…..um, I mean finger. ;-)
Hopefully Bette means she can’t eat right now. Tina can’t give up and Bette needs to really think hard about losing her family for good. Both are trying to take that step towards one another. It might be really small baby steps but they are inching forward so don’t let Bette give up just yet.
oh no…don’t give up that easily, bette unless she meant she can’t do dinner because she’s not hungry…they both have things to forgive and forget but they can do it together
LOL@Amanda and Patti. I can’t say much more except we need another chapter ASAP. ;)
Um, yes you can Bette. Geez…. post soon, cause this is killing me.
And how come love can’t be uncomplicated? Why does the universe conspire against that? (and you, too, apparently ;) )
bette, it is tina… you can do this! you both can! plz post soon! love this story!
Bette has some valid questions and concerns but she needs to say all of that to Tina. I know Bette cheated first, but it seemed like Tina’s cheating and flaunting was done entirely out of spite. First Helena, then the IM’s, going to Canada to simply f*ck Josh and then doing that with Henry in there home. I hope Bette doesn’t just throw in the towel (robe) and I hope Tina takes the time to understands Bette’s concerns and why they shouldn’t just jump right back into a relationship.
You take the good with the bad both have done the bad. Is the love Bette has for Tina enough. Can Tina be as faithful as Bette will be. Give it a try Bette give it a try. thanks
Oh this is a hard time now and hope they will talk!!!!!!!!!!
nice! very nice! very valid questions. yes i do believe they will get back together although it will take time and a lot of processing. that’s just my opinion. and i’d like to believe love prevails!