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What is this feeling? Chapter 7
Tina: I’m sorry…
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She couldn’t stop this overwhelming explosion of tears and looking at Bette she felt everything at the same time, but in the first place..she felt love, a lot a love…
She knew it for sure now.
She felt like thousand things at once, but his one feeling clearly took the lead. Realizing that, she felt sadness, confusion, lost and pain.. She thought about Henry, sleeping at home, about what Alice or Shane would think, about Angel.. She just couldn’t handle all these feelings and ran out towards the backdoor.
She didn’t want to show her tears, eventough everybody saw it already…
Bette jumped up and ran after her.
Bette: Tina! Tina! Tina, please wait!
Tina ran past the garden, past jenny’s old writing studio, going into the garden of the house she used to call home…
Bette was still running after her and shouting her to stop, she felt tears burning in her eyes, but tried not to start crying.
Bette: Tina, please stop running, Tina? I know I shouldn’t have done that, It was just with the alcohol and that fucking game and… fuck! it just felt right! I ‘m the one who’s sorry, please Tina!!!!
Suddenly Tina froze and turned around.
Tina: Don’t say that! you shouldn’t be! I don’t know what I was thinking, It’s just… I felt like doing that. I don’t know why. I…I’m..You have… I’m just missing…Damn!
She didn’t know how to explain these feelings, she wish she could give them a place and explain Bette what was going on…
Tina: Could you just hold me for a while, I’m kinda lost right now…
Tina started crying harder and harder when Bette approached and placed her arms around her. Bette couldn’t remember just how long it has been since she held Tina like that, it must have been since Tina lost their first child. Tina calmed down and was wondering when she ever felt safe like that and if she ever felt it when she was beeing held by Henry… Bette was the only one who ever gave her that secure feeling.She had seen Bette changing in the old Bette again, the Bette who protected her, who was the strong person, The selfconfident Bette, she fell in love with…It just felt, like Bette said, so right…
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wow, they totally should do that lol, i am glad Tina wanted Bette to hold her, can’t wait for more
awww… poor Bette! I’m waiting for the next part!
No, they should both just go back and get even more shitfaced to the point they fall asleep on each other because they can’t move. Just please avoid the morning-after barfing. Eww.
WOW!!!!
i think bette should go back inside and snuggle up w/ helena on the couch, cleary tina doesn’t know what the hell she wants.
Well Tina it is a party!!!!…ok thats not quite fair…poor Tinas all confused…helped by alcohol….but ya know ..the truth will come out when drinking.and playing dangerous games….or so im told!!!..lol.Good post..Thanks
wow… i read last night and i can’t comment at work… but tina needs to look at herself first… in the beginning she cheated on eric with bette… she cheated on helena with bette… and now she is/wants to cheat on henry with bette… you have brought up a tough decision for tina to make… i hope she makes the right one… and doesn’t break bette’s heart again… because that would be the last straw… (please know i am reading… i can’t comment when i am at work)… please continue
I am in total agreement with AmandaMG. Tina has a decision to make and I hope it doesn’t break Bette’s heart, again. PS
Look, Tina already told Henry she was going to stay over, she didn’t say where. Sometimes things like this need to happen for you to realize where you really should be and with whom.
Tina is getting on my damn nerves. she needs to make up her before saying shit that will give Bette false hope.
I agree with Amanda. I forgot all about Eric and Helena in the scheme of things. At any rate, I am going to be so flippin pissed if Tina breaks Bette’s heart. But…..hmmmmm… if she does, then maybe Helena will pick up the pieces. =) Whichever person Bette ends up with is fine with me… as long as my girl is happy, dammit! LOL! I just want Bette to be the happy, loving, hotheaded, confident, alpha that she once was. There’s nothing like seeing my girl pissed off about something, ranting and raving… she’s so passionate. Mmmmmmmm. I find that so sexy… but only in Bette. Others behaving like that annoy me. =) Anyway, I’m enjoying reading this. Please, continue.
Yeah why wouldn’t they do that?? I think they should do it and think that all the others here think that too… As always looking forward to your posting…
ARG! Ok, I love sweet torture, and I love that Tina actually said that to Bette (ps, go Tina!), but enough already, ladies! Spill it and get together!
tina is surely one confused lady
Tina should never drink a drop of alcohol or ever even take an asprin because her brain is sloshing around in her head as it is. She needs therapy and lots of it so she can get her head and her heart on the same page; and she needs to do it before she goes messing with someone else’s heart…especially Bette’s.
Ok toooo short,but I luv the daily posts.Tina should really do some sober thinking, cause you can’t play with the heart.
God they just need to say what is in their hearts. I know that it is easier said than done and both have really ripped into the others heart but they both feel it and now both know it that they belong to each other. Besides Angelica needs both of her mommas together in one house.
How can Tina make a statement like that and then walk away? It’s not right…she needs to make up her mind…she can’t keep playing with Bette’s emotions…
Cheating seems to be part of Tina MO. She has cheated on everyone she has been with. She really needs to get a grip on her cheating ways and then go to Bette . thanks
dang ssoo close yet so far for bette. I hope tina figures out what she wants
Damn it Tina. Why can’t they do that? I’m not saying they have to get back together but a little hot sex b/w exes never hurts anybody..wink, wink.
This Story needs more Shenny Moments… kidding…but that would be good…great Story…
please post a new chapter, your story is excellent !
Damn this is sad and poor Bette!