Not So Forgotten Love

Summary: This fic takes place between season 2 and season 3, and starts out in New York City.

The city streets were cold and mean , Sam couldn’t help but remember what it was like to Live in Los Angeles all those years ago and she couldn’t help remember her first true love, her only true love .

Sam arrived at her office, she was the director of East coast operations for Perron Radio in New York City a job she had easily gotten from her former fling Cherie Perron Jaffie. Sam walked into her office and saw Cherie sitting on her couch dressed in nothing but a slip “ this cant be good” Sam thought to herself.

“ good morning cherie , to what do I owe this very unpleasant meeting to” Sam said as sitting down behind her desk using it as a barrier because Sam had learned fast that what Cherie wants Cherie gets.

“Samantha my love cant a boss come and say hello to her favorite executive”. “ Not when the boss is you Cherie, you only ever want something now what is it you want this time”

Cherie became uneasy at the thought that only one other person had known her so well and soon that other person would be in for a very big surprise and Cherie would finally get what she wanted all these years. “ alright you caught me Sam, I want you to go out to L.A. there is a little radio show out there called the chart that is making huge waves and I want it out here, I don’t care what you have to do to get it out here on my network but do it, the host is Alice Piesceky and the station KCRW your secretary will have all the details , and Sam you are right I get what I want so don’t screw up you got it” and with that Cherie was gone out the room and Sam was left thinking what a bitch.

Back to L.A after all these years, what if she still lives there, what if my family still lives there, worse what if I still Love her.

(flashback)

L.A. 10 years ago.

“Carmen baby come on it was a joke honey you know I love you”

“ its not a joke Sam what if my family finds out what if your family finds out we are done my brother will kill you, and your family will lock you away I cant take losing you Sam you are my heart” Carmen said to her first  true love looking into her eyes and seeing into her soul, tears starting to stream down her face. Sam just stared at her mesmerized by her beauty and vulnerability, never had Sam felt so passionate about another person before in her life when Carmen wasn’t around Sam found it hard to breathe. “ Carmen no one will find out and when we turn 18 there is nothing they can do to us ok baby, I love you and am not going to let anything happen to you or us ok” and with that Sam took her Girlfriend into her arms and held her close as Carmen wept into her shoulder, “ hey hey don’t cry ok its going to be fie and besides it’s a Fred Segal t-shirt baby come on” they both laughed at Sams attempt of a joke to lighten things up.

(present)

It hurt Sam to remember that time, the time right before it all happened right before Sam had her heart ripped out and never given back. Sam thought about not going back to L.A. but she new Cherie would certainly do something to her what not sure but something Cherie did always get what she wanted, how she got it well that’s a different story. No Sam would go but would keep a low profile and get out as soon as she could.

Sam boarded the corporate jet for L.A. not having a good feeling about this at all, she had made a meeting with this Alice Piesceky woman for 5pm that night not wasting any time to get in and out , she was not looking forward to being back to the city that once held all her heart and soul but now just held grief and bad memories.