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Me, I’m Not…3
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Me, I’m Not…3
Ch 3
I went home that night and had a colossal drunk. I drank till my eyes blurred, drank till I passed out and Reeves had to carry me to my bed. What had I done? What in god’s name possessed me to do such a thing? Two young women hopeless…..in love with each other, two young women lost, and me the viper feeding on the blood they spill for each other. No…. not a viper, a vampire that is what I was. That is how I felt as I watched the sun come up. That is how I felt as the clouds parted and blue skies showed thru. I closed my eyes and hoped for the ability to sleep forever.
The phone ringing at noon was the only thing that made my head hurt more when I finally came to. Reeves pressed the phone to my head and informed me that a “Miss Morales” was on the line. I have to be honest that I wanted Reeves to take the phone and deposit it in my pool but alas, I answered it.
“Hey……”
I had to admit I liked the way she said hey. So California, I also had to admit that the sound of her voice was the only thing not jarring my senses.
“Carmen….how are you?”
“Good……Shane is in the shower….I just wanted to say thank you……and….”
“We can’t be together again…’
“Yes……I just…..I don’t know. I can’t talk right now…..are you coming to The Planet thing tonight?’
“What thing?’
“A last minute thing….basically we are gonna get drunk and set up the time when we are all going to head out to do Dana’s thing….”
“No one said anything to me…”
“Shane asked me to call everyone….it was her idea to get shit faced……so you coming or what?”
Not really my idea to get “shit faced” two nights in a row but if I could see Carmen again and flash to the way she made me forget how bad I felt then why not.
“I’ll be there……”
It was awkward neither of us speaking. I heard Shane yell for a towel over the phone and that was Carmen’s queue to let me go, figuratively and relatively speaking.
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so damn good. I like the way you infiltrate Helena’s mind and well, I’m a lover of any good Sharmen story. Can’t wait to see what happens next…or rather what twist you’ll put on it. 8D
So here’s why I loooove reading your fics….I love how everything is so dark and twisted and so, I don’t know, urgent. I don’t know if urgent is the right word…but i can’t think of another word to describe it. Anywho, I especially love this fic because it’s Non-AU but you completely make it your own. And it’s cool to see it all happening through someone else’s point of view. How everybody is just waiting for Shane and Carmen to self-destruct. Well, I’m rambling…but please post soon…sooner than soon…i’m excited to find out what happens next…later, C.
Luv how you’ve redone the events of season 3 & made it your own. Little bits-n- pieces that connect Helena & Carmen are written so well. Very eager to see what you have in store for these three.
Cause yourrrr, a , godddd, and iiii amdying, iiii just thought i let you knowwwwjjajaja i dedicate that song to you !!!
you know…it took me 3 chapters to get into this story, because at first it hurt me internally to read it. It sounds strange but I just couldn’t read it,not because it wasn’t good, I mean it was fucking great, but it was the thought process of helena and what was going on between her and carmen behind shane’s back that hurt my brain, and I couldn’t help but want them to keep going, to have their sordid affair even though it allienated shane, I don’t know i’m weird, because i relate to shane but as a writer i invite misery so helena and carmen is good for a story you know? anyway, fucking awesome I can’t wait for chapter four…
simply awesome! PPS please!first?