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    Destroying Angel 4

    Story written on May 29, 2007 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Let me know what is left, because I’m not sure if I’m here right now…..

    Destroying Angel 4

     

     

     

     

     

    I still want to be human.

    What am I?

    What am I?

    ……….I’m a murderer……

     

     

     

    Ch 6

     

     

    When I close my eyes I feel the heat of the desert sun. When I keep them closed I see frozen chunks of ice, ten….maybe 15 ft high…….I wonder where that vision comes from…..

     

    There is blood in my hair. There is blood on my brand new clothes. There is blood on my face. Some of the blood is mine. Most of the blood dried and looking black…..well it’s not mine. I can’t help but smile. I am what I knew all along…… I am a killer. Comforting thought to finally know something about myself. This should be the end of it. I should take this knowledge forget her and find someplace to feel bad about all of this.

     

    But I can’t feel bad…and I feel really good………and I can’t take her with me….I have a nowhere point of view……..focus…I have to focus….these running narratives….they are not helping……..

     

    It takes a little while to drag the bodies and pile them on each other. I rummage in the trunk where I was held. I find exactly what I am looking for; a spare canister of fuel. I douse the bodies, light a smoke then I light a fire…I start to sing to myself………

     

    ”The time hesitate is through…no time to wallow in the mire…try now we can only lose and our love become a funeral ……pyre…………..……..”

     

    ……Some flash…………that same guy……… tattoo on his forearm…..he looks over…We are driving on a highway…the sun is in my eyes……no seatbelts…..this song on the radio…The guy he sings…”You know that it would be untrue…..You know that I would be liar…if I was to say to you…..girl we can not get much higher….come on baby light my fire…”

     

    The guy….the guy with the tattoo…..he says to me…..he says…and I repeat in a remembrance sort of way………

     

    ”Your mama she loved this song……”

     

    My mother?

     

    The bodies’ burn.

     

     The smell….its unpleasant. My mind keeps drifting to those brighter sunnier days. Some strange memory………I find it hard to explain…..walking away feeling, thinking and ultimately knowing that the guy is my father….the dreams are real events…..my past is bleeding thru…..maybe I am dying?

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    4. oh man………what the hell is going on ????What’s the deal with Carmen and that guy? I think u should give a little more inforation cause it’s frustarting! Anyway , great chapter.Keep it coming!!!!

    6. I did wonder what Carmen’s life was before she got w/ Shane, nice to get a hint on what her role may be in Pavel’s life. Shane’s intensity & Carmen’s nervousness over Shane’s mental instability & their attraction to one another was HOT!

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