Shane ran her hands through her jagged hair as she strolled down the street. The chaos of LA traffic was a dull roar in the back of her clouded mind. She took a deep breath of the stale city air as she thought back on the three women who had made a real impact on her heart. In their own special ways, these women had completely changed her life and Shane still hadn’t decided if that was for the better.

Cherie was the catalyst, the beginning of Shane‘s transformation. From the very beginning, there was something so completely sexy about the enigmatic married woman. They say that everyone wants what they can’t have, and that’s always certainly applied to Shane. Little did she know, Cherie was just within her reach. Shane snatched up her opportunity and was instantly addicted to the danger, the mystery of Cherie. From the beginning, it was different than anything Shane had ever experienced. She was used to people becoming addicted to her, but she had never been on the other end. With Cherie, Shane had her very first taste of that hot addiction, and it certainly wasn’t the last time.

Then there was Carmen. Shane’s knees literally felt weak the first time she saw Carmen. Never had she seen such a feminine figure, such smooth caramel skin. Carmen had everything Shane could hope for in a woman, from her long, dark hair to that playful fire in her eyes. Upon their first meeting, Shane knew instantly that Carmen would be her weakness, would be the major blow to her reputation, but she didn’t care. She yearned to be good enough for Carmen. Carmen had every quality, both externally and internally, to balance Shane’s volatile nature. Carmen soon became that image, that icon, that all future women would be compared to, and that none of them could ever hope to live up to. Carmen was on a pedestal, seated on her throne in Shane’s memories and refused to be extracted from that position.

Paige was the surprise addition to the trinity of Shane’s life-changing women. She came at just the right time and just the right place to fit into the role Shane needed in a partner. She was the complete opposite of Shane’s beloved Carmen, and the distraction was much-needed. Paige was soft-spoken and patient where Carmen was fiery and unpredictable. That pale skin and blonde hair provided the light of a reawakening in Shane’s heart. Shay needed stability, and Shane was anything but. Paige offered them both a solid place to fall. She kept Shane in line, kept her sane. With Paige at her side, Shane finally felt that a normal life could be in reach for her once again. She finally allowed herself that thought: “Maybe it’s time to settle.” Even with Carmen, she had never planned to settle.

These women were Shane’s life, her religion. She had worshipped each of their bodies, explored each of their minds. Regardless, here she stood, alone again. She leaned against the nearest building, the bricks still warm with the afternoon sun, and watched the men replace that ridiculous billboard of her with an ad for the newest and hottest. Typical LA, back to the tried and not-so-true, big tits and blonde hair. Not that she had anything at all against big tits or blondes, it was just suddenly apparent to Shane that she was suffering from LA overload. She decided then and there, it was time to get out of town.