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    Is Forever Over? Chapter 2

    Story written on October 28, 2007 by lwsho2005.
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    Tina and Bette reflect.

    Tina Reflects

    Oh god was it really that bad? Was I the monster Bette makes me out to be? Does she even still love me? She never said she still loves me, but she just has too. Do I love her enough to let her go, she says she’s happy. Should I just let her be happy, without me?

    When I finally decided to go home it was a relief. We were going to start our family together just like we planned. I wasn’t prepared for the plans to change and I took it out on Bette. I know she lost that job partly due to Helena and then losing her dad at the same time had to be hard. But Bette always shined under pressure, always. Why couldn’t she just find a job and take care of us, she promised. Once again she let me down. I was sick of her letting me down. We had a charmed life up to Candace and wanted that again and she was supposed to give me that. Maybe this lesbian stuff was too hard. I had enjoyed sex with men before. I had lost the baby weight and was back to being a blonde bombshell with even bigger boobs I could hook a guy and live a normal life again. Screw Bette and this lesbian world. So I test the water with Daddyof 2, then I throw myself at Josh and finally I go over the edge with Henry.

    I invite him to our home, screw him in our room and sleep with him in our bed. That’s one way to show your love Tina. What was I thinking? I wanted a family, I wanted to fit in I didn’t want to  stand out anymore. So I let my daughter stand out instead. God what would Bette think of me if she knew I passed Angelica off as adopted?  How could I do that to my own flesh and blood? I was so lost that’s how and by the time I found my way there was Jody and a closed off Bette, now what.

    She is right, she was so broken so unsure, and I’ve never seen her like that. I didn’t even recognize her so I rejected her, never reassured her that I was home to stay and that we could be OK. Why couldn’t I do that? Why did I have to hurt her with Henry and sneak around with Josh and Daddyof2? I was mortified when Mikey asked to take the picture and stunned when she did it. Gosh she really would do anything for me, including letting me go. Do I owe her the same? She says she’s happy oh god what do I do now? I am so in love with her and I need her.

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    1. This is one big thing that gets me about the show and that is that Tina has it written in stone somewhere that she should be supported in every way by Bette, including financially. Tina is an adult able bodied woman and nobody should have to support her or “take care” of her. She is not a child, but when she had Angelica, she just went from Bette should take care of me, to Bette should take care of us… A real relationship involves not just love but supporting each other, taking care of your own needs, not expecting the other to provide you with heaven and earth…listening..meeting your share of the responsibilities. Tina never did any of that, just worried about how she felt about things.

    2. this is a much needed inner monologue as well as a dialogue between these two. I’ve also felt the show represents Tina’s perspective enough, but not Bette’s. Tina seems very selfish and passive agressive. Maybe she is just now starting to see how one sided their relationship has been. Bette would move heaven and earth for Tina if she’d asked that of her. Maybe IC can turn it around, maybe she does not want to. But I am interested in how you see them going down this road.

    3. I hope Tina gives up on bette…Tina deserves better than her. bette’s cheating started the downward spiral. Tina was hurt and it’s human nature to want to hurt back. I’m sick of people beating up on Tina. bette is no saint.

    5. it may be human nature to want to hurt back but to spend your life doing it, like Tina never made a mistake, borders on psychosis. i say again, why did tina come back if Bette is evil??

    6. WOW!!!! I just caught up. This is so good. I know Bette did wrong frist but Tina did wrong in so many way’s. It take two to have a marrage and two to break it. I just hope they have a chance to be together and have the family they both want. Maybe this is the frist step. Thanks PPVS

    7. Hi there my friend, it’s very good to know that you are a Tibetter like most of us i am suer, you have a wonderful story here and good dialogue too. we hope that this will happen on the show, thank you again keep the story coming.love

    8. I don’t really agree with this. You’ve phrased it in a way that makes Tina seem like the only one doing wrong in their relationship. They both assisted in their demise.

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