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Chapter 18
Bette couldn’t believe how much time had passed while they strolled through the galleries. There was so much to see and discuss and they have only just begun to scratch the surface. They were half way through the second gallery when Bette’s stomach let her know it was hungry. Since her illness she tired sooner than previously. Looking at her watch, she was torn between continuing on or stopping for lunch.
Bette was afraid to break the magic that was flowing on between them. She focused on Angelica listening to her explain her thoughts on a Jason Rowl sculpture. Looking at her face Bette can see the concentration, her brow is furrowed with her head tilted. All of her attention was focused on the piece. It was a treatment of mixed elements of steel and stone. But this girl was getting it, understanding the push behind this sculpture’s creation what insight this girl possessed.
But since her illness skipping meals was a thing of Bette’s past. She now lived in a delicate balance that always shifted to the bad side of things if she skipped meals. So despite the thrill and connection that was flowing between the two of them she really didn’t have a choice.
“You know what I’m hungry. You hungry?” Bette finally gave in.
Bette couldn’t believe she was holding her breath until Angelica answered yes.
“Yeah I haven’t eaten anything today.”
With the smile returning to her face, “Well then I think we need to head over to the Planet and grab some lunch. Come on let’s go.”
Bette led Angelica out to her car for the trip to the Planet. As in the past, Bette still had a love for her convertibles so now it was with pride that she unlocked her newest. “You know we have to pull the lid off don’t you think?” Bette asked once Angelica had fastened her seatbelt.
“The lid?” Angelica asked not getting what Bette meant.
“Yeah the lid.” Bette says pointing to the roof. “Unless you’re worried about that beautiful hair of yours getting all knotted up.” Bette teases.
It took Angelica a moment to realize Bette was teasing her. When it dawned on her, the smile that spread across her face shined as bright as the sun above. “Bring on the sun.”
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Thank you for such a multi-layered and exquisite chapter. I appreciate your unveiling of Tina’s thought processes and eventual understanding of the mushrooming results of leading ones life based on fear.Per your author’s comment, I suggest that Bette take Angelica to women’s drum circles. I’m going to one this weekend. It’s a safe and creative way for both to explore their cultural and spiritual heritage in a supportive atmosphere. They don’t even have to use words to speak.
j this is just priceless. just a master class your giving us. poor tina, i kinda know how she feels/felt. i gave that up when i came out 2 years ago. its very painful to realize the time you spent wasting. thanks.
more please I am addicted to it. can wait. may be Tina will understand that she can not run away from her love neither separate a child from her mother.PPS
Hello Jwet. This story is sooo amazing and very detailed. I’m enjoying every second of it. I really hope that Bette and Kit can sit down with Angelica and talk to her and maybe tell her that that’s her family, but now so sudden to make Angelica feel a little spooked and want to run off. Anyways, Tina is still fighting on finding her daughter. I’m wishing that she finds Angelica with Bette and maybe, stir up the pot a little. Can’t wait for the next post!! Thanks!
Jwet, this is as amazing as your other stories… I am hooked all over again! Please post soon, can’t wait for Tina to find out where Ang is… *rubs hands together* oh goody!
JWET, This story just keeps getting better with each chapter you post. Tina’s soul searching….isn’t it amazing when life’s lessons become crystal clear to us. Sometimes our bull headedness prevents us from seeing them clearly but eventually we all get the proverbial slap up side the head. Tina has cleansed her spirit and can now face Bette. And Bette is floating on air just being with Angelica. Ah, ain’t life grand! Thanks for taking the time to write and post during your hectic schedule! Take care! PPS
An excellent chapter, of course, the pages just fly by and I can’t wait for more. This is really one of your best stories. Hmm, Tina is getting a clue, the ocean and time can do that to a soul….
i can’t wait until the next post.
I am amazed how Bette, Shane and now Kit are so taken with Angelica. I guess she looks so much like her mother that you can tell immediately that she is a Kennard with the heart of a Porter. How can one keep the Kennard-Porter clan down for long. I understand Tina’s need to want to hold onto the pain to help her get over losing the one person that ment the world to her. I can only wonder how Tina was able to survive looking at Angelica everyday knowing that she was Bette’s daughter also.
JW, this has been an incredible story. You have crafted so many delightful, multi-level messages into this particular piece of writing. I have been behind on a few stories, and when I saw this posted I had to take the time to read what I have fallen behind on, up to this very post. Wow, where to start? Tina’s reflection on her life, the choices she made between providing a life she always felt would be best for her child, or consider the thought of merging a relationship with Bette into that vision. It seems that Tina wasn’t able to see that at the time, and therefore life moved on for both, to a certain degree. As for the soulmate ideology, I think at one time it was something I felt a euphoria with, understanding it to have one existence. However, in time I have realized there are people who compliment your soul in so many different ways, through VERY deep connections, that cannoe be explained. Although I personally do not believe in that one soulmate that is the be all/end all, for life has shown me otherwise, its a fanastic concept to bring alive in Fan Fiction. This is truly an incredible story which is well written, shows both conflict with honesty, and hope with uncertainty. I LOVE the bond that Bette and Angelica appear to have between them. Again, one of those unexplained attachments that you can’t just define easily. Thank you JW. Bring on more as soon as you can.
it’s always easier to look back and think that you should’ve done things differently but maybe then it was the only choice we had…i hope Tina and Bette could work things out, because they are soulmates in my mind
Listen here; I read your comments to darkhawkdown and contrary (I think) to what u said, I believe that u could bring T and B back together as they work together together as mothers/parents to help Ange thru her issues, I can see her turning things to helping her parents reconcile with a bit of help from her aunts of course!!!!! Now I’m gonna go read this chapter.
aaaawwwwwwwww wow I’m so hooked could you post like rapidly, this is so exciting!!!! Poor Tina, I understand I really do. She had to save herself because let me tell you I have worried about that child on the L Word (both of them Olivia & Angelica) because that’s just been a mess of nasties; not the kind of situation any child deserves to be born into, I know and still I did it. Your Tina did the right thing at the right time, she put Angelica first immediately. Bravo!!!! And now Angelica needs Bette so she can develop into the beautiful biracial artistically gifted woman just like her mama Bette. How wonderful for Bette and this will heal her becuz it was that loss gave her the cancer imo. T’s heart will melt when she sees them together, like 2 peas in a pod; end of story, say no more, c’est la vie…it is love!!!!!! Tina’s a goner I’m telling you, one smile from Bette and she will be on her knees. I know it. Lmao here. Hurry go on write it .
Hey Jwet, I missed a few but am caught up now, I really really do understand Tina’s need to flee with her baby and make distance to be her own person but YES But, how dose one decide on their own to let the other parent be a parent or not, that just ain’t right!!! Please make it all worth it by not killing Tina with regret and be the strong person she left to be, be a kind person as well. Md
Jwet, great update, love the story so much. Jobadge is right, Tina needs to get her head on straight and get going to the Planet. Just can’t imagine what will happen when they see each other.PPS
Didn’t finish my comment.The closeness that Angelica feels for Bette w/o knowing why is really interesting to see. Can hardly wait for her reaction when she finds out who Bette is and the rest of the gang. Will Shane find Tina or will Tina find everyone else? You are doing a wonderful job telling this story.
Great Chapter!!!! I am with Jobadge on Bette’s illness? When is Tina going to stop it with the past and try to live in the here and now? Kit with Angie just so sweet. Thanks PPS
I love this story soo much…Cling to your imperfections… They’re what makes you unique
Jeez…woman, you have me at the edge of my seat. My heart is thumping…I get why Tina left and made the decisions that she did. It makes sense to me. Bette, Angelica and Tina are bleeding here…they couldn’t need to be all together more. Bring it on. Love it. PPS.
Okay, I’m back and I’ve caught up so where’s the rest? Isn’t it about time Tina ran into Shane or something?
That was great!
Great chapter!! Amazing how automatically drawn in Bette is to Angelica. But I want to know about Bette’s illness – I have a feeling it might rear its head again in the future, maybe Chapter 367 might get a mention of it! Tina needs to get her head out of her ass!
Seems Tina’s been like a hamster on wheel all these years and she’s finally getting tired of running and getting nowhere.
honda90 is right. Tina was wrong to just up and leave. She was even more wrong if she didn’t just leave right away but rather stayed around a month or two before skipping town. I can just picture Kit with this face while looking at Angie. :O!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
I can see how wrong Tina was, but also know that in the state she was it seemed to be her only choice. Then she had to live with it. J how you bring up so many human failings…we tend to want to destroy that which brings us happiness…pls post soon
Hello again, the one thing that I didn’t clear point out in my previous post is that I believe that there is a huge difference between “There was never a question that deep in her heart she knew she would always love Bette.” and the emotional completeness of saying that you will always be “IN” love with someone. Is the love in her heart the love that can unite souls or is it the kind of love that we share because we have something together in the form of a daughter and some good memories. This is the conflict of Internal Love and External Love. Sorry about that. Sincerely, JC
Hello Jwet, I also understand that it would most likely take a lot of work for these two individuals to reunite as a unit. My one thought is, it is often mentioned about these two people being Soul mates, this gives their relationship a certain gravity that in the end results in a certain conclusion. The poetic standpoint is that the only end to a union of two souls that are destined to be together is if one leaves this plain of existence. One might wonder even through all of the most amazing of negative emotions that Tina has felt about Bette and she might have confided in herself enough to believe on the outside that she is over Bette and the emotions whether they be positive or negative she has for her, if Bette’s illness were to come back sooner rather then later and take her away would Tina be able to deny that she was not always and forever “IN” love with Bette. This quote sums it up the best: “A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.” -About courtship with Leslie Parrish… We might be able to move on without our soul mate but the most important part of our being would be forever lonely until united with its other half. You are doing an amazing job and I will follow you were ever you take this. Sincerely, JC
Hey Jwet! I liked this chapter but it wasn’t my favorite and let me explain why. I think that Bette is going a bit far with Angelica by offering her a new position. It is true that Bette knows that Angelica is Tina’s daughter and she has probably a huge crave of revenge but I feel that Bette is gonna use Angelica as her “weapon”. Why doesn’t she ask Angelica if she has parents, or a mother because I’m sure that inside, she is dying to see Tina again. Plus, I don’t see Angelica becoming Bette’s assistant knowing how responsible she might have been raised (apart from her lying to Tina), I think she’s learned her lesson with her friend. Maybe she wants to focus on school… Or you’re gonna make her become an artist… I’m surprised how chilled Tina seems to be with her situation. She has lost her daughter, she doesn’t know where she is and seems alarmed but nothing more. I would turn the world upside down if my daughter was lost in L.A…I’ve been criticizing a lot but I have also to underline what I thought was great. First of all, Tina’s thinking and I completely adore the way you convey it. It’s absolutely amazing and I feel like I’ve known Tina for years!Secondly, I like how vulnerable Bette seems to be. I’m still amazingly curious to see how you’re gonna prepare and present B&T’s first reunion. I can’t wait to read that.Then, Tina’s remorse and her decision… Was very well built and I’m excited to see where you’re gonna lead us.Thanks for posting, keep the intense coming !!!
Needless to say, love your story; love this post and really felt Tina’s struggle/pain in her decision to leave LA. Major decision like that are difficult. As much as I love the time Bette gets to spend with Angelica; I’m really worried about Tina and her well being. It is hard for a mother not to know where her child is. Of course, I admit that I’m not a mom, but I can only imagine what a parent goes through not knowing where their child is. I really hope you don’t keep Tina not knowing for much longer. I’m secretly hoping that it’ll dawn on Bette to ask Angelica if she should call her mom or something. Wouldn’t it be a trip that Bette lends her cell phone to Angelica to call Tina and the call shows “BP”? Hee. Hee.I’m guessing your friend stayed in Waikiki, near our famous Ala Wai Canal! I lived near Ala Wai in my younger days, while fun; on certain days when the winds are blowing in the wrong direction; it sure smells! Next time your friend visits, tell her to try to West side of the island; the beaches are great and not so crowded! As usual, thanks for sharing your wonderful story. Aloha.
HeY JWet, I completely and utterly adore your work. The level of commitment you make to these character is wonderful. I am happy, in whatever small way, I can be your muse. Bette and Tina have always been complex individuals; equals who shared a passion and love of life. By running away Tina was able to stay mad at Bette. I think this allowed her to blame Bette for everything that was wrong with their relationship and how it had changed in the intervining years. We all make choices which only time and perspective shows whether they were good for us or not. Tina’s anger needed to be fuelled and punishing herself by leaving her family was one way. What is so interesting now is seeing all of this hate and spite unravel. Tina is in a place in her life where she is starting to see how Angelica’s conception has always kept her at arms length. The desire to be a great parent is there but so is the reminder of Bette and her sins. I do hope that Bette and Tina can reconcil as their connection and attraction is palpable. After all that the past has thrown at them, isn’t it a time to heal and lay down arms. Bette’s illness has made her contemplate her life and mark she will leave behind her. This prompted a change in character that these unfortunate kids are benefitting from now at the centre. Okay, Shane has been a big part of this too. Bette and Angelica have fallen into a comfortable rapport with each other. Perhaps Angelica senses a commonality of history with Bette. Being biracial something they both have had to live and deal with. It is something that neither of their parents could fully understand. Kit’s reaction was priceless as she watched a mother and child deep in conversation. It is evident that Angelica feels at home here. I do hope that Bette and Tina can move forward together and be there for their daughter. Angelica deserves the best form them both. JWet your wise words move me completely. Thank you so mcuh for this thought-provoking and entertaining tale. Your Very Loyal Fan.
I understand the need for Tina to get away to heal or to let herself grow. But it’s never the sollution and in time fate will bring you back to that place you ran so hard from because of infinished business. Great chapter en can’t wait for the next one!!
I can understand Tina’s need to run, but does she not get that she also had a hand in the demise of their relationship? Let’s put the past to bed and get on with the future. One that includes Bette, I hope! PPS!!
GREAT chapter – hmh is Tina coming from the beach SOON to the Planet????? thank you and PPS!!
Jwet… I check everyday at least 4 times if you posted !!!! Please!!