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I Take All The Blame
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“Bette, what’s that?” The question was almost rhetorical. Helena knew the answer already, but she hoped Bette could come up with a different story for her.
“What’s what?”
“On your wrists, those marks.” Bette’s eyes darted across the room, avoiding contact with Helena.
“You know what they are.” Helena approached the bed, sitting beside Bette.
“When did you start cutting?”
Bette just shrugged, “I can’t remember exact dates. It was before I went to Spain though.”
“What made you start?
“There’s a lot of things you don’t know Helena.”
“Then tell me.” Helena took Bette’s hands in her own. She was begging with her to tell her about the things that drove her to hurting herself.
“I really don’t want to talk about it tonight. Maybe in the morning, we can talk about it.”
“Promise you’ll tell me soon.”
“I promise.”
“Can I sleep in here tonight?” Bette just smiled and moved over on the bed. Helena climbed in beside her.
Bette didn’t want to move another inch, so Helena could fit into her. Helena fit into her arms perfectly—she always had. Bette breathed in the scent of her hair and felt comforted. She needed Helena in her life, in whatever capacity, and running away wouldn’t change that. Even while she tried to relax in Madrid, Helena was still on her mind. She wondered if Helena was okay; if she was thinking about her too.
Helena felt Bette’s arms tighten around her. Her arms were so comforting and warm. She longed for them to be together, but she’d settle with knowing that Bette would be in her life no matter what. She just wanted to know why she had been hurting herself. She held her arms to her—examining her scars. They weren’t fresh—at least a few weeks old. She kissed over them, softly, hoping to heal the real scars that were on Bette’s heart. She sucked back any tears that begged to come out and moved closer to Bette; further into her embrace. Soon, they both fell asleep.
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The sunlight was a wake up call for the two girls. Bette kept her eyelids tightly closed as she felt Helena shift in the bed. Helena leaned over and pecked Bette’s cheek.
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Hello ashtuck, this was amazing. The only way these two will ever be able to feel safe and loved is when they finally admit to themselves and in return to each other that they are in love. You have created such an amazing place for these people to grow and better appreciate what they have. I think Bette is going to need to forgive herself for what she might have done to Helena in the past, forgiveness leads to happiness. Keep up the amazing job, you Rock. Sincerely, JC
Good job Ashtuck. Now get them out the house so they can F each other whenever they want. And Helena needs a new therapist. Nice woman. Not a lesbian. Maybe a lesbian
Ash I loved it!!! How Helena knew that Bette was cutting herself and how both women wanted to just feel each other, and they actually talked in the morning. That is a good start for them both and acknowloging that they need help and love each other, and the sex between them never died it just got better for them both, loved it and can’t wait for more
this is really good…i’m worried for all involved…a fantastic story.
Kudos to Helena for insisting that Bette see a therapist. With a father like Melvin, Bette’s sure going to need one! I can’t wait to see what Helena and Bette reveal during their therapy sessions.
okay this is good…u helbette writers r really capturing my interest. I guess tru-love tunes me un. pps
i meant, tunes me in….
Hey ashtuck, I’ve just caught up on all your stories and you’ve been one busy chickadee :) I’m loving all your stories but especially this one. What a wretched situation for Bette and Helena. Granted they are just step siblings and it’s not like they were raised together so i don’t think it’s a problem that they want to be together but iot would a hard thing to explain to the world. I mean technically their sisters and they have 2 younger sisters; talk about compicated. What’s worse is that both Bette and Helena have some serious issues with the cutting and drinking respectively. Can’t wait to read where you go w/ this one? And if Helena does come out is that just going to eb another for Melvin to lay at Bette’s feet? Good for Bette that she’s moving? To bad she couldn’t pick a more understanding father. PPS!
With Melvin’s opinion Bette sure needs a therapist..(Actually, Melvin needs a therapist I guess. Helena’s coming out should be really interesting. I’m looking forward to that one) Well, but at least it seems Bette’s realized something as the cuts aren’t fresh.Bette trusts Helena. Otherwise she wouldn’t have told her the truth about the cutting..However, I like the thought of Helena taking care of Bette as she appeared to be the weaker one in the beginning..Though I’m not sure about that one yet ;) There’s sort of a balance and a profound solidness between the two…Well, what else is there to say.. Again you left me wanting more..So PPS(and I agree with bettefortina…so just add that to what I wrote ^^)
This was excellent! And just like Luvs said you read my mind as well.I’m ready to hear a little history about these two.
this should be called the story of us…there seems to be so much there…amazing…very, berry good grasshopper!!!