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How could you forget us? Chapter 28
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Chapter 28
Driving to their next stop, Helena was like an excited school girl as she tried to get information about the next location from Bette.
“Well, I’d guess it’s nightclub but it’s a bit early and I know you are not into the club scene.”
“Well, those are valid points. But I’m not confirming or denying any assumptions””
“Possibly we are going to somewhere scenic so I could get wooed by the sights and lights of the city. But honestly honey, I don’t need to be wooed. You’ve already got me.
“Those are valid points too. But still not confirming or denying any thoughts”
Trying to read Bette’s eyes Helena continued, “Let’s see, maybe a comedy club.” She quickly shook that idea off. “No, that would kill the mood.”
Bette laughed, “So you think a comedy club will kill the magic. If that’s were we go will you be disappointed?”
Helena shrugged her shoulder, hoping that was not their next stop. She began to play with Bette’s belt line just slightly touching Bette’s taut abdomen “It’s your night as you said. I will trust you.” Despite that, she continued to be restless about the next location. Kissing along Bette’s neck then below her earlobe she continue to search for a weakness in Bette’s armor, “Let’s see. Maybe, the opera, a concert, poetry reading, a museum, an opening for an art gallery.
Bette began to feel herself melt into Helena’s seduction. She moaned, “Hmmm, you feel good.” But she continued to fight the battle against telling Helena where their next destination was, “Those are all valid options. But I’m still not telling you.”
Biting on Bette’s earlobe Helena moaned, “Bette, sweetheart, please just tell me. You know this is driving me crazy.”
“I thought only I drove you crazy.”
Helena teased Bette with little kisses on the lips with each phrase, “Every part of you drives me crazy. Your eyes, your lips, your hands, your mind, your heart, the way you moan when you……”
Feeling some degree of weakness Bette put up a stronger defensive stand and moved away from Helena, “Hold it. Okay let’s change the subject for a minute.” Looking at a frustrated Helena, Bette smiled, “I’ll give you a clue. It’s a historic place.”
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hey hey! just when i find time to read this, i realize that i really should make time to read the comments. hooooly…fun:) this was a fun chapter, i’m looking forward to seeing what happens when these two get back into their group. these two should just looooove each other and not worry so much, but through writing it all, you tell a good story! so thats the important part. now i’m off to write some betilena smut. hehe
hey, someone taking my name in vain in here?? Squirl, just call me su, okay? to you and hb both..I think the fic awards should abandon the pretense and just be called the tibette fic awards and be done with it. It makes me mad that slaves to the tibette dysfunction are blind to some excellent non tibette writers. As far as this chapter goes, I have to think about it some more, but I have a question for JC..is it your opinion that both Bette and Helena are clueless as to their real, deep down motivations, that neither of them truly know why they do what they do? This is an interesting bit that I will have to ponder for a while. I would like to think that they, that most people have somewhat more of a clue about themselves than this but maybe they don’t. I for sure don’t know why Bette allowed Tina to come onto her and go through with that. Does Bette know? Pondering shall ensue…and I will return, just like MacArthur, or Arnold, or somebody.
Hello Su, my one thought is that they don’t realize the power behind the words and emotions that they are expressing. For Bette she has never ever been loved completely on an emotional level in her entire life… even when she was with Tina. For Helena she is afraid of being left… she has a huge abandonment issues and she doesn’t realize that she sabotages her own feelings with this… an example within Squirl’s writing is this one line from this segment… “Darling, you are not going to lose me. Not so easily anyway. Definitely, not so easily.” most importantly why did she feel the need to include “Not so easily anyway.” this one line if she would have excluded it would have had a totally different context with this line it shadows all of her doubts and fears to perfectly. For Bette this whole romantic gesture is less about impressing Helena with her material things and her sexual prowess and more to do with building a true emotional identity… one that can love Helena completely with or without the sex… right know they have evolved enough in the sexual realm to go from having “Sex” to making “Love” but this has not been translated unto their emotional identities completely yet… Sincerely, JC
Hello again, this is a response to Lobo from another thread I thought I would share it here… I agree with you that one’s Love is definitely more important then one’s Career… but in the end we are dealing with Bette and Helena and they are very complex creatures of habit.I think that Helena is all about “Love” and that she would be willing to move forward for anything and I do believe that she will… but she needs to stop finding reasons to run away… she needs to look into the context of her own thinking and realize that she has a tendency to offer an easy out to herself and others through the words she choses…I think for Bette this is all about “Love” because she is so very “In Love” with Helena that she is willing to sacrifice her own happiness if it means to allow Helena to be happy… I don’t think these two are completely sold mentally on the complete and bonding love they have for one another.They both need time to reflect and realize the subtle things about each other… I think that there is an assumption on both their parts that they are more invested in this relationship and its future then the other is and thus allowing them that moment of lapsed judgment to make a decision based on what they think the other needs as opposed to actually talking about it.I think that these two still have a lot of work when it comes to communicated to subtle and emotional complexities of their being. They are both so very “In Love” with each other… but they have to see that in each other before they can completely move forward. Sincerely, JC
Hello again (again), this one has to do with the title itself and where this story has lead to this point… I have often thought of this being an epic trilogy… while Squirl has not mentioned anything to suggest this I look at the title “How could you forget us?” and feel that if we do end up finding Helena moving forward towards her career that this one choice might reflect that title the most and lead into what one would hope is another part of this saga… that could be a perfect thing for Helena to say as she reflects upon a decision to allow Bette to go back home without her… this might position her into taking a more active look at her own part in their relationship without any outside influences… this would be an excellent way to showcase these two woman adapting and striving for a better future for themselves and come into the final leg of their evolution together… where they will finally realize that life is to short to sweat the small stuff… to allow mistakes to be lessons learned and evolve into something better for themselves and each other… just as Squirl’s story has evolved so have these two amazing women. Sincerely, JC
The title “How could you forget us?”, is posed by the three ladies(Tina, Bette and Helena), directly or indirectly to one another…. Early on Tina asks Bette as she tries to remind Bette about their love, “How could you forget us?” She is looking at the “past us” and trying to rekindle it….. Helena asks Bette that question to Bette when she discovers Bette has cheated on her. She want to know, how could shr touch Tina, in doing so Helena is asking Bette , How could you forget the “present us”…. Currently it is Bette wondering to Helena about the possibility that Helena might abandon the “future us” to stay in NY and take over the FOundation. Bette is wanting to return to their past us, but their past “us” is a bit flawed, the present “us” is trying to recover so that their will be a “future us”.I hope that makes sense about the title.
Hello Squirl, that makes total sense as it relates to as you mentioned the past present and future… I really think that this title is such a powerful element for each of these characters… as I feel that as the story evolves we see less of Tina… the Past… we are seeing that Helena and Bette are slowly letting certain things go which is “Present” and that they are all looking towards the future and thus we are lead to their evolution as human beings… to learn from our past… present… to strengthen our future… thank you for that explanation… I remember that the title has been referenced by the characters and realized that it is to occur verbally one last time with Bette… hmmmm its an interesting paradox that Bette is the future in this situation and yet she is the only character that has any real connection with the “past and present” parts of their shared story… even though Tina and Helena once were together… that has nothing to do with where they are right know… Bette is the one that needed to let go of her past… to recapture her present… in hopes for her future… Sincerely, JC
What, what….Oh My God, what? Squirl, don’t make me thank you and call you out in the same sentence. Thanks for the update :) But what’s w/ the sudden stop? What’s in Helena’s bedroom? Is it good, bad or ugly? I’m just dying to find out. And how did you know that Anita Baker is one of my all time favorite singers. That was just perfect having Bette taking Helena to a club where they were playing some of Anita’s best and biggest hits. In fact the perfect song for Bette and Helena’s night together would be Body & Soul (hint hint). Assuming that whatever they walked into didn’t just kill the mood. Great update Squirl, and i so do hate to be a bother but how about another update real soon. You know how us addicts can be…one hit just isn’t enough (LOL). PPS!
Loved the update. Dude the comments are prolific! You all make great points! As much as I love bette, Helena has to do what is right for her and the kids. And maybe it’s time for bette to make a few sacrifices. pps
BFT–“Body and Soul” is the song for their entire time in NY….What have you done to meI can’t eat, I cannot sleepAnd I’m not the same anymore ….I don’t know what to do Cause only want all of youDo I stand alone at the shore?….Now once I could turn awayFrom everything I feel todayBut, now I want to walk through your door……And I’ve got to know – ohBody and soulThat you’ve got no doubts Inside and outWe are whole – ohBody and soulDon’t leave me out in the coldJust love me body and soul(do you hear me baby)…….I’ve wasted too much timeLivin’ for what wasn’t mineAnd then came the day I found youAnd now I want nothing lessI’ve found a love that is truly blessedI wanna make dreams come true
it’s either filled with roses or something wonderful like that or tina brought some of Angelica’s puppies over to play. I am hoping it is the former. Alot. Pondering is continuing.
Hello Squirl, you have layered this one with so many heart breaking suggestions… I do think Helena is ready to spread her wings… I think she realizes that her love for Bette is so very powerful but she cannot let this one thing consume her life and I feel that in the end this might lead to some heart break for Bette… but in the end time will heal everything. You have carefully layered suggestions of Helena’s ultimate destiny and while she still sees Bette as being a huge part of it… I think that she is slowly pulling herself away… withdrawing a little… reverting just a little into her fear and unbeknownst to herself she is running… “Darling, you are not going to lose me. Not so easily anyway. Definitely, not so easily.” This one line shows just where Helena is… she isn’t completely sold on their relationship… she still has a reservation that this might not work and this is just as harmful to them as; “Helena looked at Bette’s grin and realized this was a bigger issue than just a simple date. This was a competition for her.” For this has always been Bette… this shouldn’t be something new to Helena seeing as this is pretty much the same exact traits Bette showed her upon their very first meeting so long ago… Helena should not be surprised that Bette prides herself at providing completely for the one she is with… but unlike Bette, Helena has not adapted beyond this… again it was Bette who simply asked for “one night” giving the rest to Helena… this shows you just how much Bette has evolved… and yet Helena still is trying to find ways to run… to avoid a possibility that they might not make it… she is seeding deep within her emotional resolve this outcome… if in the end they are not able to find complete happiness with one another it will in part be Helena’s own unwillingness to let go and just move forward… she needs to stop looking at what has happened and using those situations as a bench mark for her decisions and future. I hope that upon completion of this “date” where they can show each other just how much they love one another that Bette does leave… as much as I hate to say it… I think it would be proper for Bette to leave before Helena can actually tell her, her decision… I think Bette needs to leave Helena to be on her own… to make this decision without any outside influence and unfortunately as long as Bette is there being an obstacle in this decision she isn’t allowing Helena her freedom… Bette realizes that her very presence is one that might lead Helena to opt for the safe route… or even the ideal route as opposed to following her own destiny… making a future for herself without that distraction. I think that Bette’s love for Helena is complete… I think that she is in a place where she would be willing to give up her own happiness so that Helena can have a fresh start. I can almost seeing Bette breaking it off with Helena to allow her, her freedom completely… this might seem harsh but at no time during their breakup or their time together has Helena been free of Bette and her influence on her life and at times this is clouding her ability to live freely. That song was so tender and beautiful as well and within itself it has a message… another heartbreaking message within one line… one single line that would be only to literal for someone like Bette Porter… if in the end Bette does decide to leave and allow Helena her freedom… “Or should we be friends” this one line will haunt Bette and prove to be a hurtle for any future these two might try to have together… cause like I said as much as these two woman are absolutely deeply “In Love” with each other… distance and time will take there toll on them… and they will find comfort in someway shape or form. That ending was just so powerful because it shows you just what is going on inside Bette’s heart and soul… she has created one last moment where they can share in each other… forever… she has created a moment in time that no matter what invades their lives will hold to their hearts and guess what we haven’t even experienced it yet… but I feel that this is something so very powerful that signals Bette’s determination to truly let the following days be in Helena’s hands alone. I hope that Bette does go home soon… she needs some tender love and care from her Angel to help heal her soul some more… One last thing Helena falling asleep after such an exhausting day is just so powerful… to have Bette stay with her in that moment absorbing her love… this just makes her planning and desire for this one special moment that much more powerful in her heart… and she realizes just how much stress all of this has been on Helena beyond deciding her future… I think that this moment is the catalyst that Bette realizes that she needs to be away from Helena to allow her the time to decide her future for herself and no one else… not even the woman she is “In Love” with. Wow… do I get to keep my certificate :P… Sincerely, JC
loved it… just loved it. thx. pps
omg what? next chapter plz.
By far I must say this was your best. Even though I thought your other installments where quite excellent you truly out did yourself on this one. Whatever the outcome may be. I can say I’m truly glad I was on the ride when you started it.This is where Bette needs to be at this time in her life. And if she choose to go home and I think she should. She has made a grand statement on her love for Helena. Now it’s time for Helena to step up to the plate. And let her know her decision. This was excellent. I can’t wait for your next update.
Just a few comments on the comments…JC-I’m trying to decide bachelor vs master’s certificate…What do other’s think Helena has decided?….The clues are there…What do you think is the OMG?….This was one of my favorites too, lots of foreshadowing here, lots of romance…My other favorites chapter 10 (the cheat…was a big surprise for most)…Chapter 14..Christmas miracle(Not in original plan it did alter the story quite a bit but it worked(Thank Sus2K for that and she’s not even commenting any more)….Chapter 17(please forgive me)….Chapter 24(Bette tries to delay Helena again)and chapter 25(pussy whipped)
Hello again, I can see this OMG moment from Bette as almost anything but for me I would like to think that it is all about Helena’s children… I would like this think that Bette has created an environment to show Helena just how serious she is to start a family with her… it might even involve her family… her whole family… but then again this has been a completely romantic situation and with all the sexual undertones it would be just fun to see this… totally unwrap Helena completely… Sincerely, JC
I understand a lot of Darkhawk’s points, as they were so eloquently expressed. However. This issue of career vs. love is a no brainer. When one looks back on her life, what will be the important points she remembers? A successful merger? An important acquisition? I hope not. I hope that despite all the empowerment a successful career can bring to a woman, the most important is the love she has shared with another. Yes, Helena’s involvement in the foundation could potentially change many lives. But what of her life and the life of the woman she loves..her soulmate? Finding a person you want to give your life to and sharing in happiness together is far more important than any career. It is a rare and precious gem and she should take full advantage of it.
I think my comments are gonna come in parts, but that’s ok, so is everyone else’s!! I just don’t know yet what the right thing is for Bette to do. I think she and Helena have a true, loving relationship, or had…and she did an incredibly stupid, cruel, stupid thing. Now they are in New York, far away from “the problem”, and having a wonderful time, but New York is not Bette’s real life. It could be if she lived there, if they lived there, but right now she’s in LA, where the problem is. I as I said don’t know why Bette did it, but I do know why Tina did it, because she can..just like on the show. She knows that she can get Bette to do whatever she wants her to do. This is destructive for Bette..but she is allowing it. I feel like the title is exactly something that Tina would say to Bette, to guilt her into coming back, using Angelica to guilt her into coming back..when A) Bette never forgot about Angie and never would, and B) tina was the one that forgot about Bette,not the other way around. I want Bette and Helena to be together for the right reasons and I want Bette to stop allowing Tina to use and manipulate her. And a chocolate shake. I agree with JC that Helena has abandonment issues big time, but so does Bette. I also agree that Bette has never been fully or unconditionally loved by anyone in her life…til now. It can be really hard to know and trust that if you have never had it. While I sure enjoy reading it, I think the sex can be a good way to avoid dealing with the deeper issues. Sorry if I can’t dig as deep as sir jc…it’s really late!
oppps… dug = did :P
Hello Su, You dug just fine there… you managed to say as many things as I did with fewer words… see I suffer from Verbosis (the need to be wordy)… :P. Sincerely, JC
DHD you are so verbose in your comments yet so short in your stories. BTW, where are your stories
I’m with JC I also have a feeling Helena made up her mind and she’s chosing her career above being in a relationship with Bette. I don’t think she wants to give up on Bette completely but I have a feeling it’s not going to be asteady relationship, the one thing Bette is craving so much. I also think it’s better for Bette to lezve NY before it’s too late and let Helena have some alone time so she can decide (if she hasn’t yet but I doubt it) what it is she wants from her relationship with Bette. can’t wait for the next chapter to see what it is what’s in the bedroom
Goodness…I missed quite the debate in my tardiness to catch up on your eloquent story. I’ll be brief. If Helena is able to resist the best of Bette Porter, I think I’m going to be sick for an entire week straight. OMG! If I was Helena, I’d take all the emotional flaws, the confusion, the heartache (don’t we generally) to be able to share such a genuine and undeniable love. Success is grand but the heart houses the soul. When it is empty, life truly has very little meaning.