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    Anyway You Like It

    Story written on May 27, 2008 by ashtuck.
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    Bette/Helena…I’m no good at summaries, really…

    She longed for the feeling.  She could find it nowhere else but with her.  No one could know about their clandestine meetings.  They would meet at any hotel of their liking, even renting cars as to go undetected.  It was a costly venture meeting like this, every few weeks, when it got too difficult to go without her.  She knew this was robbing her blind, even stealing money out of her daughter’s mouth, but she knew that one day her daughter would grow up and she’d understand—maybe she herself would feel that unbridled urge.  If their friends had known that they were too busy getting busy to go to their weekly outings, they would surely start a riot.  But no one was the wiser because it seemed to go against the laws of nature for these two to do anything other than make each other’s lives miserable.

     

    They’d keep up appearances for the sake of balance and worldly order, for they were both sure that, if they let others see their passion for each other, the world would fall off it’s axis and life would cease to exist.

     

    She moved through the hotel lobby, holding the key to the room in her hand.  She breathed in deeply, slowly, as if to calm her own racing heart.  No one here will recognize you.  You’re an hour away from your home.  You’re practically a foreigner.  She continued to tell herself that as she pressed a button for the elevator.  The large metal doors open to her.  The elevator attendant smiled at her.  Her lips formed into a smile as well.

     

    “What floor ma’am?”

     

    “23rd.”

     

    The trip up the elevator felt long and her palms were beginning to become clammy.  The doors finally opened and she stepped out.

     

    The hallway was dimly lit as she began her way down the hall.  An executive suite awaited her at the end.  Inside it would be the most exquisite woman she had ever met—the person that she viewed as her only equal.  As the door became closer, she felt herself calm.  She slid the key into the slot and watched the light turn green and she opened the door.  The lights inside were dimmer than the lights outside and the distinct smell of scented candles invited her.  She closed the door gently behind her.

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    2. Wow! Fantastic start…I love how emotionally tortured both of them seem and yet they seek solace in the arms of each other. Can’t wait to see where you take this…

    4. Glad to see you posting again Ashtuck. So Bette and Helena are doing teh whole cloak and dagger thing….let’s see how long before they get caught. PPS!~

    5. i am beyond excited at your return ash, and this was a seriously fantastic piece. i’m intrigued, really, the clandestine meetings, the expensive hotel rooms, you’ve captured the angst of living between the lines. i can’t stop raving, i’m thrilled. write us more when you can:) cheers ash

    7. I too have missed your writing and am looking forward to more! Hopefully soon :) Can’t wait to see Helena change Bette’s mind. Thanks, ash

    9. Hello My Most Amazingly Beautiful Friend… oh you so don’t know how happy I am to see you here… with your beautiful words… but more importantly your beautiful soul… I have missed you a lot… you weave words of purity… of a life just beyond the looking glass… What happens when the life we so believed in… the one we felt was so real turns inside out… and the life we denied… the love we denied… those ever evolving extremely powerful emotions… come to the surface… what happens when the love we deserve finally comes from the one person we never thought we could have… that is what your words evoke in my… I am so very happy you are back… mucho love, JC

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