“Kate?” Again… you know I can try to ignore the fact that I’m actually not Kate. But I choose not to, because Kate is not doing all the work. “Who’s Kate?” She opens her eyes and lookes at me. I sat back waiting for an answer. She closes her eyes and rested her head back in the pillow frustrated and puts her hands on her face.

“I’m sorry” she said opening her eyes and looking at the ceiling.

“You’re not gonna tell me?” she didn’t look at me. “You know what… I ignore you guys talking behind my back, I ignore the fact you guys keep secrets from me, secret which apparently contain things about my life that I don’t know. But for some reason, I can’t ignore this…” I pick my cloths. Get dressed and when I’m about to open the door

“You should had said no”

“No?” I asked without turning around

“In the limo… when Alice asked you… you should have said no” and I left.

I went to my room. I look in the mirror. What do I see? What am I suppose to see? I’m not who I used to be… if I was someone… I can’t be what  they want me to be… or at least, what they think I am… or could be. WHO THE FUCK AM I! I smashed my hands in the mirror breaking it… I get out my room and make my way to the first floor. There was one guy, who asked me where I’m going… I punch him and go out. I get in one of the old cars that are used to get back to… home.

I drive as well as I can cause… yeah never had a car before. I try my best no to think… cause if I do I’m gonna need answers which I don’t have. I get to my building. It looks the same. I go up the windows and in to what used to be my apartment… I go to my room and look thru my old things… its been what?  Two months? I lost track of time, I don’t even know for how long I’ve been gone.. Then I hear someone moving … before all this I couldn’t here this things. I look at a mirror in front of me and I see Dana coming to me with a lamp in her hands. I smile. I turn around and when she’s about to hit me with it, I grab it and she sees me.