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Meet Me In Montauk; #08
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From: Porter, Bette
To: Peabody, Helena
CC:
Subject: RE: Worrisome
I’m glad I made you smile; I’ve wanted to email you.
Helena, I don’t know how we’re going to do it and I don’t know if I should even be expressing this in words but…I really need to see you again.
Bette
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Helena
I wanted to hit “Reply”; I wanted to say that I would meet her, but another part of me was holding back. Was this rational behavior? I listlessly ran my fingers through my hair, contemplating my response. What should I say?
I knew a part of me wanted to meet her, but at the same time, the thought of Tash was nagging at the back of my mind.
Could I possibly risk my entire relationship, my entire life, for someone I’ve known for barely a second?
How can I possibly explain how I felt about her proposal?
I guess to everyone else, it would seem pretty immature and ridiculous to feel this attracted to someone, and yet be in love with my partner. But I was. I don’t think I will ever be able to find the words to describe every spur of yearning that was squirming inside of me.
Did this mean I didn’t love Tash? I don’t know; I don’t have the answers to all the questions that were swimming through my mind. This was definitely not rational behavior, but there was a part of me that wanted to explore this unknown possibility.
What was it about Bette Porter that called out to me?
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From: Peabody, Helena
To: Porter, Bette
CC:
Subject: RE: Worrisome
I don’t know how we can do this.
Helena
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From: Porter, Bette
To: Peabody, Helena
CC:
Subject: RE: Worrisome
What are you worried will happen?
Bette
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From: Peabody, Helena
To: Porter, Bette
CC:
Subject: RE: Worrisome
I’m worried about people getting hurt. We barely know each other. This is taking a very big risk with everything that we have in our lives now.
Helena
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From: Porter, Bette
To: Peabody, Helena
CC:
Subject: RE: Worrisome
I know. I know it’s a risk but I want to see you. We can just go away for a while and we’ll figure things out from there. No one has to know.
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I never got that impression that there was growing distance between Bette & Tina,when we were introduce to this story Bette seems very Happy with Tina.This story evoke some emotions for me,I see it every day.Sometimes what we need is right in front of us ,we just don’t see it.If we feel that that there is something missing or we are not getting from our relationship why not talk to our partner about it.But alas!sometimes we think what we want is out there,the excitment,the thrill and what everelse we can pile on,but when we get it do we still want it?no relationship is perfect.Here we have two people who are in a relationship with people they are in love with,but feel a pull to someone else and instead of working withwhat they have to make it better,they decided to throw caution to the wind.what if it doesn’t work out the way they expected then what? they go back to there partners like nothing happen?…then there is the other scenerio what if it is everything they expected and more,again the question is what happen to the two people they left at home,who they are in love with?
I agree with you totally TKGIRL!!! If this thing with Bette and Helena works then they are going to cause their spouses an extreme amount of pain with all the lies, cheating, and deception. But if it doesn’t work out they still are going to hurt the ones they supposedly love because rather than talking to their partners about what they thought was missing or what they need to work on in their relationships, they went out and tried to explore some type of relationship with someone else. This is just a bad situation all around and people are going to get hurt. *sigh*
The more I read this story I realize that Bette and Helena aren’t being honest to themselves about their relatioship. It seems as though they took the first person that came along. I think they both love their partners but are not in love with them….now that they have found each other they are starting to realize that who they have in their lives might not be who they want. Neither one of the couples compliment each other. Tina seems to be more into her job then her relationship. I know her work requires a lot of time but how can you take a position if you know it will take away from your home life. Tasha just doesn’t seem very responsible and Helena seems as though she stay with her out of gratitude. I must say your a very fine writer. Your stories keep me intrigued. pps
Hello Cuzzie… well seeing as I know a little bit about the inspiration to this here story (; (; I can see many different path ways laying out especially if one is to take the very beginning of this story as the key… you my beautiful Cuzzie… you are completely amazing… you craft their emotion’s and angst so powerfully… I do think that Bette and Helena have a lot of exploring to do within life itself and yes I understand it isn’t fair on Tina or Tasha in life someone always gets hurt… it is an unfortunate cycle but even if both these woman were to come out straight (pardon the pun) and confess to their ‘lovers’ of current they still would be hurt… I think seeing just where one might end up might lead them to realize just where they need to be… later on you can confess and seek fixing your relationships cause in the end if they stay with who they are with they will need to fix it… one way or another… cause if they didn’t then they wouldn’t be suffering these trials and tribulations… you once again blow me away… if I had on iota of your strength and talent I would be blessed… not as blessed as having you in my life… but blessed none the less… much love and hugs, JC (Latin Nephew to those Salsa Angels and your ever loving and inspired Cuzzie)
Wahhhhh! Here it comes….wahhhhhhh!lol! That dag on Bette learned nothing from that mess with Candy….not only is she sending electronic records…on company equipment, no less…she is gonna use her card…and probably try to get a discount (lol!)…hmmm wait…maybe the Candy thing didn’t happen with this ff Bette, eh? Well, I’m just sayin’ if you are gonna be shady…at least be smart…sheesh! lol! It is absolutely normal to be attracted to people when we are in relationships…. but where would we be if we constantly acted on attractions?…we would be constantly chasin’ (Bette!!!). Truly how would Bette feel if Tina was doing this….or Helena feel if this was Tasha. Yeah, it is relatively…I said relatively innocent now…but innocence is about to be kicked out of the room! lol! I have no problem with people being happy and free…but dang it (Bette!!)…be honest with your mate…and most importantly be honest with yourself! The truth hurts ..but lies destroy…Yeah Tina was very hurt after the Candy crap, but don’t forget how broken Bette became…both sides suffer in some way! And…and she got them separate rooms…knowing good and dog on well they don’t need to stay THAT long….and the second room will be a waste! lol!! Ok…rant over! Luvin’ it! PPS
My, my, my! Where are you taking us with this ride of yours? Wherever the destination is, I’m with you. This is too good. :) I went on a vacation. It was so long that a couple of days before it ended I was missing this site so badly. :)
Btw, I keep yelling at Bette because she is primarily the person initiating everything. Helena is definitely culpable. She is making her own decisions (not that it is about blame) and I know Helena wouldn’t probably just quickly drop it…I think she would occasionally have some fleetingly thought of “I wonder if”…but I think she would have eventually go back to her life and probably talk to Tasha about what she wants or needs…or maybe on her own…on their own they may decide to move on or make it work. Yeah…yeah…yeah this is fanfic but it happens everyday in our tangible world and as flawed as these ladies are…as flawed as we are….both hurting someone and being hurt are exquisitely painful! So don’t do it girls!!! lol!!! PPS
Does Bette feel guilty?? I do believe that Helena does. Charging it to a credit card is a bad ideal. I see what each partner does for them and feel sad for the partners. I know people that has lived together for 25 yrs or more. Maybe they looked at someone else but didnt stray. Yet knew people that had been married that long and cheating was a part of their life I just feel like both re in trouble. thanks
Memo to eunichick..severe penalties are gonna ensue if you don’t stop leaving off at crucial moments! I actually am caring even less about the partners, Their actions seem empty. It is wrong to cheat and Bette and Helena are not going about it the right way but I think they are right for each other and will find happiness together. Soon! See here,Euni….make it so!
E I am so liking this story, both women feel guilty but at the sametime they can’t fight the attraction between them and need to explore what is it that makes them feel like this. They love thier partners but something is missing and things like do happen in real life….I can’t wait to see what happens next.
Part of me wants them to meet and find out if the attraction they feel is meaning something but the other part of me is feeling bad for their partners because of all the lying and hurt they are causing. I know there’s no right solution here so I guess I’ll just go with the flow and see what happens :)
all I am going to say is uh-oh and awwwwe sh@&!!! Lies, lies, lies…this is soooo good E…you got this down girl…now go and PPS
Hi its okay you missed my first post im trying something new but i think you know that already.I think these two women are at two different stages of their relationship it seems.With Bette her relationship with Tina is so distant theyve lost touch because work has took over so is this Bette trying to find whats missing in her life?Or is she looking for a new type of interest of excitement and that feeling of someone to share everything with.As for Helena i think she feels guilty as Tasha tries her best and moved for a deep commitment to Helena. But i dont know she is still searching for that something that Tasha cant give. But i see this as something Helena needs to search for but i feel sorry because people always get hurt.No matter of the intentions you lose you head and in the end.Was it all worth it?I want more than 3 pages lmao the emails take up alot of space you see.well thats my theory and im sticking to it.Good job.Keep well now.
Hi its okay you missed my first post im trying something new but i think you know that already.I think these two women are at two different stages of their relationship it seems.With Bette her relationship with Tina is so distant theyve lost touch because work has took over so is this Bette trying to find whats missing in her life?Or is she looking for a new type of interest of excitement and that feeling of someone to share everything with.As for Helena i think she feels guilty as Tasha tries her best and moved for a deep commitment to Helena. But i dont know she is still searching for that something that Tasha cant give. But i see this as something Helena needs to search for but i feel sorry because people always get hurt.No matter of the intentions you lose you head and in the end.Was it all worth it?I want more than 3 pages lmao the emails take up alot of space you see.well thats my theory and im sticking to it.Good job.Keep well now.
Sorry for the double post thereYou work is passionate and it seems you never cease to amaze me
OMG! I loved this line: “Maybe then I could put this entire affair to bed, and never think about it again.”…But taking it to bed is just gonna make the memory burn brighter! Heheh…Gawd, I just love this story, eunibaby! The lies, the guilt, the deception make my insides churn and I even begin to feel nauseous…because certainly, like most, my heart has been been left dangling in disrepair from dastardly deceit…but that’s part of what makes this story sooo good…exploring the humanity or the inhumanity of our actions…I don’t know what I’m saying…It’s early…and I haven’t had enough coffee yet…because…you see…I wake up each morning…and one of the very first things I think about, after kissing my kittycat, is: Wonder if eunibaby posted another Montauk?…Gawd!…As soon as you can…give me another fix!!!!…Okay…I shush now…gotta suck in some more java and start the day…MWAH!
They are in a whole heap of trouble. About the marriage thing. They may not be married in a legal sense but they certainly both are in committed relationships. That counts for something. Whew these girls will be tired after all their international travel for just 1-2 days of lust. Don’t do it!!!! Eunichicky-Wicky OMFG that’s all I’ve got to say. OMFG No she didn’t
They should both feel guilty..all the lies and deception. My girl Tasha can feel that something has changed. I feel for both partners but more so Tasha. With Bette and Tina it seems they have been growing distant for a while now but with Helena and Tasha it just seems like.. i don’t know. Yeah I’m just gonna continue to shed my tears!!