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    Meet Me In Montauk; #12

    Story written on December 22, 2008 by eunichick.
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    “I more than understood the finality of being here”; Bette and Helena try to make sense of it all.

    I walked into the bathroom and turned on the tap, hoping that the sound of running water would drown out my quiet sobs. I held my head in my hands, lost in my incessant thoughts.

     

    Would I still meet Bette in Montauk in a month’s time? Would she turn up? Did I really want to risk everything I had for her?

     

    Fueled with my renewed love for Tash mixed in with my lingering desire for Bette, I didn’t know what I wanted.

     

    I had never been so confused in my life.

     

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    Bette

    My house seemed to have lost its spark, its life. Everything around me which had once been colorful, was now dulled to black, white and grey. I went about my days filled with grief, my heart aching continuously because I kept thinking about Tina.

     

    I hadn’t spoken to her since the day she walked out. I figured that we both needed some time to sort things out. I couldn’t deny the fact that I missed her and going back home every night was a constant reminder of what I’d lost.

     

    Even performing my duties at work become somewhat mechanical.

     

    I wanted to talk to her, to explain myself and maybe even try to work out what had gone so wrong. I take sole responsibility for my infidelity, but it was not like she had not played a part in the downfall of our relationship. We had left so many things unspoken, and it had festered for so long that it had become toxic.

     

    Then there was the pact I made with Helena, I wondered if she would turn up.

     

    I considered writing to her to tell her what happened with Tina, but I couldn’t bear to drag her into my problems.

     

    This was something I needed to figure out on my own.

     

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    Helena

    What did I love about Tasha?

     

    Tasha Williams.

     

    I loved her name, for one. It was the kind of name that rolled off my tongue. Tasha.

     

    I loved that she was a Fire Fighter, that she so courageously risked her life to help others. That was just the way she was; she was so sweetly unselfish.

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    1. Omg…please let B Meet her there… So glad that B and T talked…mature and wise…now she can move on with a clean heart!! Please don’t make me sad…let B be there!!! PPS

    2. Love this update! I’m glad Bette did have that talk with Tina. It was something that should have been done awhile back. As for Helena and Tasha, I think sometimes people rather stay with something that is familiar to them. It’s safer and you know what to expect. But sometimes you need to talk and get things out in the open. And this is where Helena should do the right thing and be honest with her mate.

    3. eunibaby, I really am scared that Bette will not show up despite the longing that I have that she will appear from the shadows and warm Helena’s heart and soul. The fact that Helena showed up in the first place astounded me. Please do not go any further and break our hearts more. I really want my Bette to show up! Please do not desert me in my hour of need!!! Puh-leeze? Aren’t I cute on my knees? Say yes, eunibaby!

    4. Euni I must say that the last part got to me how Helena felt Bettes agony and IMO that is when she knew that she loved Bette,,,,don’t know where this will lead us to as it was mentioned above but I like it,,,,great chapter

    5. Euni darling I am so glad this story is giving you the answers you need in your personal life because it sure is leaving everyone eles confilcted (good job). Now my mind tells me that Helena is a wus. Yes I said that out loud. She needs to come clean w/Tasha, maybe then she would get that fight/arugument she is looking for. Bette has had the same month to toss this whole thing around and has not come up with her answer? Or has she? At least Tina knows where she stands as far as Bettes feelings and IMHO Bette and Helena should talk to each other about Tasha and Tina because their going to do it sooner or later anyway, maybe it will give them a better idea about what they want to do. Or not. Now I must go do the Azmon shopping I came here to do. A very Merry Christmas to you and Grumpy Bear too. Thank you, Md

    7. Christ on a cracker, euni, would you STOP doing this to us! Hope was rising and falling as I read.. Bette will go, Helena isn’t gonna go, Helena did go, why DID Helena go, did Bette go? Where is Bette!!!! It truly feels like Tina has checked out of the relationship and perhaps did long ago..and it still feels like Tash is just playing at being in a relationship. It doesn’t seem real to me that a couple would never disagree or argue..unless there were no real feelings involved. What I want to know is why it feels so important that it works out for Bette and Helena..why I am all aquiver to read each chap..but I am! Now listen, Santa’s comin..you better get on that nice list and write more soon, with NO CLIFFIE! A devoted fan

    8. You are so freaking WRONG sending Helena to Montauk. OMFG!!!!!. I am so mad at you Eunichicky-Wicky. LOL. I would say I don’t even want to know, but you KNOW I DO!!! But I’m still so freaking mad at you. Cliff hanging, home wrecking drama freaking queen

    9. What the hell Helena!! Who needs a loving,caring,supportive,kind spouse when you can go to Montauk to possibly “explore” a relationship with someone you think you have a “connection” with..*sigh*

    10. Maybe Helena didn’t feel like she had a real home. Maybe she wants a real woman, not little Mary Sunshine who can’t even do the laundry or pay a bill. JMO

    11. I hope Bette and Helena are in Montauk regardless of what they decide. The two needs to talk about their situation and how it has affected their lives.

    12. I admire Bette for being honest with Tina and finally talk about what is bothering her but I am mad at Helena for not doing the same (not in this chapter that is) She should have come clean with Tasha before even leaving for Montauk. I agree with Caeleigh it’s not normal that two people in a relationship never argue, never fight unless they don’t care. It seems to me that Helena and Tasha are living next to each other instead of with each other, I don’t know I can’t really explain what feelings I have about their relationship but it’s not a healthy one that’s for sure.To Squirl : I’m not for cheating far from, have been in that position (being the victim not the cheater) more than once in my life but I do realize that if a relationship doens’t work anymore it is time to go seperate ways and I guess it’s that time for both couples. To me Euni is not a home wrecker cause the damages are already there, they would have left their partner eventually it just proceeded things because they developped feelings for one another and no matter how hard you try sometimes you can’t keep fighting your feelings when they are this strong. been there done that, didn’t work.

    13. On Guard… I will protect you my most beautiful Cuzzie… back off… run for the hills these ladies are ready to knock down the walls and have your hid Cuzzie… I’ll fend them off as much as I can but you must RUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNN… lol… hugs, yeah I just had to do this I will be back with a more proper comment… love yeah, JC

    14. ok i enjoyed the update i hope you update more before xmas i myself have completely given up…why do i bother…it just takes my time up eith my gf but its my escape oh damn it i dont know. I do want to start our story though…do you still want to?

    15. I’m on a time constraint…I have to leave for work soon! But…I couldn’t go without reading…or leaving a comment to show my gratitude for your posting another chapter! I just love this story…even with all the pain and angst. And I don’t know where you’re going with it or what is going to happen…but…gosh, it’s just so wonderful. I’m with my friend JC…we’ll both protect you…heheh! But I guess the thing that has moved me so much in this story is the fact that sometimes…well…sometimes things just happen…sometimes you…sheesh…well…in Bette and Helena’s case…something just happened that was bigger than both of them! And who knows what the reason? Sometimes…we never know! I can feel the cold whipping against Helena’s soul…Please give me another chapter soon!!! Thank you!

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