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    The Addiction

    Story written on February 24, 2009 by Alchemy10.
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    Chapter Three: Cold Turkey. Can Bette cut Tina off completely?

    The Addiction

    Chapter Three: Cold Turkey

    I have a confession to make.

    I haven’t been exactly truthful. A few days ago when I started going to my so-called rehab, I gave my word to my two counselors-slash-therapists. To show how serious I was about overcoming my addiction, I kinda promised Al and Shane that I would stop all communication with Tina. They said it was an integral part of the program, a key to its success. No more phone calls, no more e-mails. Stop everything.

    Well, I didn’t.

    Even though I spent the last three days doing crazy stuff for the sake of killing my obsession for Tina, as soon as evening rolled around, I found myself on the phone with the root of all the madness in my life. Yes, I’ve been talking to Tina before going to sleep – burning cross-country phone lines with mushy conversations and a little phone sex. Okay, more than a little phone sex. But that’s not the point.

    The point is, I shouldn’t be talking to her at all. I know I tried to convince myself that to gradually wean her out of my system was the best way to go about it, but I now realize how wrong I was. It was foolish of me to believe so. In a way, it was like giving a crackpot a decreasing amount of cocaine daily – to lower the dose does not eliminate the want, it only serves to deepen and intensify the cravings. That’s my problem. I’m the desperate crackpot and Tina’s my sweet line of coke. I just couldn’t get enough, I didn’t know when to stop. To want her after talking to her was one thing, but wanting to take the next flight out to New York to see her after every conversation was another thing entirely.

    Last night, after a particularly steamy and innuendo filled conversation, I found myself gripped with the sudden urge to book plane tickets. No sooner had the call ended did I find myself gunning straight for my laptop, looking up flights. I nearly compromised my position, I almost gave in to my whims. I had to stab myself with the nearest item I could get my hands on to restrain the raging emotions within. And let me tell you, a back scratcher digging down your arm? Not much fun. Actually, it hurts like hell and I have a very fresh bruise to prove it.

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    1. YAY an update! Thanks Alchemy! Be extra careful with those ants huh? ;-) What a cliffy!!! Every time I read the phone was ringing, I felt my throat catch! GOOD STUFF! Thanks for the post.

    4. Poor Bette, she is so into Tina that she can not live without her. Maybe that means that she is not suppose to go Cold Turkey, but allow herself to fall more in love with Tina.

    6. “I’m beginning to think that there’s a subconscious part of me that’s deliberately sabotaging my plans.” and you would be right Bette! You are so in love with Tina, just face it, no cold turkey or any other technique is gonna work. Quick hop on that plane and get to your love! lol PPS:) I love this story!!

    7. I can’t believe it’s half over!!! I was just settling in for dozens and dozens of chapters. It’s cruel, I tell ya. Just cruel. But it wouldn’t be cruel if your story wasn’t so very very good.

    12. glad to see a new chapter.God Bette is really needing to get a grip and realize that getting Tee off her mind is impossible and to give in to the realization that she loves the woman with whom she’s trying to wipe from herself.

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