As I watch you sleep, I see my own life stop for ours to begin. Its hard to think of the first time I saw you in that light that no matter how much someone bellowed my perception would not change instead form this incredible bond..

The light shines onto your face and makes me smile; the connection I feel beneath the surface makes me feel weak. But I have to be strong for my love and carry her to green pastures.

I remember the first time we kissed; it was something so beautiful not enough words could describe it. It was everything I thought it would be and more and still nearly 3 years later I feel the same way about you as I did that day. When I stare into your eyes they show me the passion you feel for us burn away like the wicker of a candle.

When I imagine the future I’m not sure how it will plan out but I hope to see you and our children with me in a happy place. There is nothing I care more for or about and I will not be defeated in my plans to make us last. What I feel is more than a feeling it is stitched to my heart and I know that Helena you were my destiny that day.

I will always try to make you proud of me even in times of need, so please believe me when I say that to hurt you was not my intentions. Although I know I’ve hurt you deeply I will wait for you, until the end of our song. Thank you for showing me the intensity love brings and the pure smile that radiates your beauty that was the thing that made me fall in love with you.

I will refrain from forcing you to into forgiving me, as that would be selfish of me instead I plan to wait for you by the beach your favourite place to relate to the world. You’re a truly unique woman and no one will ever replace you or even come close, because my love for you will never die not even in forty years time. I will leave my final thought with you on us-

“Together we can build our own dream and bring forth to green pastures”

Forever and always
Dylan