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Helena:
I look at myself in the mirror. I’m a mess. I need help. I call my mother.
“Mummy?” I hear her sigh.
“Honey, I am so…I’m flabbergasted at your behavior.”
“That’s what I’m calling about…”
“What did I do? What did I do, Helena, to make you want to use drugs?”
“Mummy, it’s nothing you did. You did all you could do as a parent…”
“But why? And what about Bette? How did she get involved?”
The thing about my mother is that she has an extreme love for art. And when Bette spoke about art, no one could resist her charm, whether they loved art or not. My mother watched her speak at a benefit and she was completely enamored since then.
“She and I have been sleeping together. For years. And she’s always taking care of me, when I need her. I’m in debt to a dealer and she went to…”
“How much, Helena?”
“$80,000.”
“Give me names and addresses.”
I told her all I could.
“Mummy, I need help. I know I do.”
She sighs. That’s usually a good sign.
“Darling, you’ll be okay. You have my support and we’ll get you well.”
~
I knew I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t see Bette. Even if it is to say goodbye, I need to see her. I make my way through the hospital. Shane and Alice watch me as I blow past them. I know what they think of me. I just don’t care.
I look inside the glass window. Tina is sitting, holding onto Bette’s left hand and laying her head against Bette’s thighs. I push through the door. Tina pops her head up; she looks like she wants to say something to me. I don’t care what she has to say either.
I sit on the opposite side of Bette and look directly into Tina’s eyes.
I see how much she loves Bette and how hurt she is by Bette’s indiscretions, but she’s more hurt by idea of Bette never waking up.
I hope she can see the love that I have for Bette too and the remorse that I feel.
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I guess I’m first :)i’m glad Helena finally decided to call Mrs P and ask for help. I hope she will get better soon and her and Bette will have a fresh start.Good to see the relationship between Bette & Tina will end as well cause a relationship based on a lie is doomed to go wrong anyway.Thanks for the update Ash :)
Glad that Helena decided to get help. A little surprised that Tina and Bette ended with so little drama.
Ash once again you did a great chapter and that Helena finally took the courage to make the step into the right direction and that was to call her mother tell her what happened and that it was not Peggy’s fault but hers, then going to Bette’s side and telling her that she loved her and that she was going to get better for both of them. Bette always loved Helena and Peggy going to see her telling not to hurt Helena was awesome. At the end of this chapter Bette was happy that she and Tina were nolonger a couple, she always loved Helena and to me taking the blows and almost dying for her was more than she could show to Helena that she loved her.
You are so right. I loved it! I’m also happy too see that Tina and Bette ended things on a somewhat positive note. Bette may love and think the world of Tina, but Helena is the love of her life. Great update!
Wow…honesty is something else – now isn’t it..we will fast forward two months with the next post, right???
can’t wait to see what happens when helena is out of rehab!!!
Hello Love… sometimes making that initial phone call… admitting the truth is the hardest thing to allow into your life… but once its there you have to make sure you deserve it… you have to make sure you work for it… cause if even a fraction of Helena’s love for Bette is real she needs to push forward cause its going to be a lot harder for Bette to forgive her and look her in the eyes if she can’t even admit she has a ‘problem’ Bette is like a magnet to these situations… her soul always calls out to someone who is in pain… let us hope that they can reconcile this and find within the other what they have been missing their whole lives… love and hugs my beautiful Ash, JC
***putting headphones on*** Only Frank can say it: ” The mere idea of you, the longing here for you,You’ll never know how slow the moments go till I’m near to you” … thanks, ash
Great update Ash! I was teetering on the edge trying to figure out what was going to happen. Helena finally did the right thing reaching out to Peggy and going to rehab. So grateful that Bette finally woke up, but where’s the note? Did Tina find it and trash it or did a nurse maybe throw it away by mistake. Will Bette heed Peggy’s words and not break her little girl’s heart? I do feel bad for Tina but Bette’s heart is really w/ Helena so it’s better that she knows the truth now before she grows anymore attached to Bette. I’m sure Bette loves Tina , but she’s in love w/ Helena….the heart wants what the heart wants. PPS!
Personally I’m a tibetter but I can’t help but to feel bad for Helena. She needs Bette more than Tina. I hope it works out between the two of them. Btw, I like the name too. Very eye poppin’ :D
Excellent installment. I really hope Helena comes through with the rehab & i’m so glad Bette’s alive & out of the relationship with Tina. Can’t wait to see what’s next.
bad the way Bette and Tina end things but again I don’t know how Bette could manage t be in two relationships at the same time. I guess Tina’s relationship has been sacrified hey. Thanks for the update PPVS