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Change – Chapter 30
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Bette’s stomach dropped. She didn’t know what she had to expect now – would Tina tell her that she didn’t want to see her anymore? Would Tina tell her that she didn’t want to talk to her anymore now that she was no longer her teacher? Her heart was beating faster by the second and she knew her thoughts were ridiculous – she had got to known Tina and was sure she wouldn’t do that. At least, that’s what she hoped.
Tina was very nervous and starting to doubt again whether or not this was a good idea. After all, there was such a huge chance Bette wasn’t interested in her at all in that way and she would only make a fool of herself. But if she didn’t do it now, she would never find the courage.
“This has been going on for some time now, but I couldn’t tell you before. I didn’t want to scare you or get you into any trouble.” She took a sip of her white wine. “Ever since last year, I have been very interested in you. It was around the time you wrote your paper ‘Change’. I was really awed that someone your age could write so elaborately about it. Anyway, I did some stuff so I could talk to you.”
Bette frowned her eyebrows. “How do you mean?”
“Well, I really wanted to get to know you better and find out why such an intelligent, good-looking and sportive girl like you had such low self-esteem. The thing was that I didn’t teach you, so it would be weird if I would just go to you. I talked to mr Barney and asked to switch classes. That day you saw me at Jodi’s office, I don’t know if you remember?”
Bette nodded, how could she forget? Tina looked so hot that day.
“I had dressed up just to convince her that this was a good idea. I started thinking about you more and more, every day. I even dreamt about you. I fought against these feelings I had for you for such a long time, trying to convince myself that I was straight and I was just being silly. I met Jesse in the supermarket by bumping into him – I was distracted because I was thinking of you. My feelings for you grew stronger and stronger, but at the same time, I was trapped in my situation with Jesse. The relationship with him happened before I even realised it. I got pregnant last year after our meal in the restaurant with the slutty waitress that was trying to seduce you and interrupted what would have been a kiss; that left me so confused I went home and just jumped Jesse, needing to be reassured, reassured that I was straight and loved my boyfriend. I was too confused and too out of it to even think about condoms. You know the rest of the story, you know about Jesse and his job and his not deal with the miscarriage. And oh my god, Bette, how guilty I feel sometimes for thinking that me losing the baby was an opportunity to be with you! And I know you don’t want to be with me, I know I’m too old for you and you’ve got yet to discover so many things in life, but I had to tell you. This was the only right time, since you’re not my student anymore. I understand if you wish to never see me again, but at least I won’t be able to blame myself in the future.”
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at last!!!!! yey!! Thank god for tina having the nerve cos bette never would have! Can’t wait for your next post to see if tina actually does…ease the pain! Lovin’ it Gen!
OMG you left us hanging. I love the way they spoke to one another–please, please post again!!!
Finally, whohoo!!!
woohoo! *happy dance* thanks for the post!
Happy dance for Tina speaking her heart! Didn’t think she would open up so completely… nice surprise. Ease the pain, indeed!
Of course you’re not a bad person, not with that kind of post. Thank you.
WOO HOO!!! Finally they get to admit their feelings for each other. Don’t run away now Bette. She’s finally going to know what it’s like to really love “Ms. Kennard” :) Can’t wait for the next post. PPS!
Hi dear sweet Gen! *waving and doing happy dance* Wooo hooo!!! Finally, the love confession is out. Indeed Tina has to assure Bette of her feelings and it has been a difficult path for her. After that, they both need to talk about their future. That is a fact. Thanks for this marvelous and generous update. PPS Hugs & kisses on both your cheeks.- Lu & Marsh (Proud Salsa Aunties to the loving JC, Eunichick, ZLFAN, T_Daze, Melrose231 and Tias Adoradas to Patpez)
Wow…Bette is gonna think she’s dreaming…things are moving pretty fast. Ms Kennard didn’t waste any time, did she?
I wish my own personal teacher love had this type of confession! Wonderful amazing job can’t wait to see how their relationship develops!
FINALLY…i thought they’d wait till she gets her master’s degree and then doctoral afterwards. Then off job hunting and finally landing on one, get her first paycheck, receives her company loyalty award and then finally retire before they can deal with their issues.
Good gosh, glad they finally were able to admit their feelings for each other. Wowsers, what is next? Awesome update. Thanks for posting.
sitting on the edge of my chair now to see what happens next!!
Not a bad person, really???? Ok you are half a bad person because paes missing lol.(Happy dance)) GOD I have been waiting for this fo so long that it hurts. Tina should know that Bette is very mature for her age so she is safe PPVS
I loved Tina’s monologue. It was so much the truth and nothing but the truth. Very relieving indeed! You would never be a bad person-judging fron tne way you write. Not even if we had ti way a long time for the nrxt chapter..lol