A while later, Tina was calm , except for her troubled breathing after all that sobbing and release of feelings ..

Bette’s hand still rubbing Tina’s back .. She reached up to her neck and adjusted her head so that Tina’s forehead would rest on hers . She tried to look her in the eye and talk to her but Tina’s eyes were closed and relaxed ..

She whispered to her ear instead .. "I can’t even imagine it T, I’m so sorry" … Tina’s hand touched the back of her neck in response bringing her closer .. She whispered again "why didn’t you tell me , why didn’t you say anything ..?" she wasn’t blaming her it was a tender , concerned question and somehow full of guilt and regret ..
The brunette is now looking at the blond’s face .. Waiting for a response .. And all the blond had to say was "no please .. Not now .. Let this be it for today.. Please" … Unsatisfied .. But moderately convinced said the brunette "ok .. ok" before she held her again for a tight short hug .. Then she let go of the blond only to bring her some water ..

She handed her the glass of water "here .. Drink some" .. The blond obeyed .. She drunk some of the water then handed the glass back to the brunette who held the hand holding the glass .. Put the glass on the table and then gently drew the blond closer to her ..

The blond welcomed the offer and rested her head on Bette’s shoulder .. They staid that way for a while .. Tina for some reason was relaxed , or may be relived while Bette was deep in thought ..

Tina was the first one to speak .. "….. Your body … " that was all Bette could hear as she had to jump back to the present from her wondering mind in order to comprehend what Tina has just said .. She asked in a shocked , panicked yet masked tone "what?" her mind is now panicking ‘what about my body?….?" Tina left her head and smiled with sad eyes to Bette’s tensed face and said "may be I didn’t ask you to carry our child because I like your perfect body" Bette smiled back, in confusion. The blond didn’t analyze that smile she just rested her head back on the ‘perfect’ shoulder..