Previously 

"Do you realize that she wants the same things with you?" Dana became serious again.

"Yeah… I do. I need to tell you something. I told her about the boys!"

"What? What did she say?" 

     We were sitting in the living room, drinking coffee after breakfast. Angie was in her room. She was getting ready for the preschool.

"I have to go" I said.

"I know but it doesn’ t mean that I want you to go" Tina said seriously.  

"Yeah, I know the feeling. When I’ ll come back I need to talk to you about something"  I said with a little hesitance.  

"You can’ t tell me now?" She was curious.  

"I could if I was sure that it wouldn’ t erase all the good feelings you have from last night"  

"What is it about?" manifest edginess replaced her curiosity.  

"It’ s about.  

 "It’ s about… uhm… my body!" Bette said with anxiety.  

"Well baby, I worshiped your body yesterday and it was… magic! It felt a little different but still… it was beyond any imagination!"  

"Different? How? Can you describe it for me?" Bette asked seriously.  

"I can’ t define that. Well… you felt more… uhm… open… down there… you know! The other feelings I can’ t describe them exactly. If I didn’ t know you I would say that you were pregnant and you gave birth not too long ago. But… hey… it’ s my feelings!"      

I was staring into vacancy. I remember thinking ‘No steps back right now. You have to tell her!’   

"Bette" No response.   "Baby, what’ s wrong?" she embraced me.  

"I want to show you something" I got up from the couch and I took my wallet. Tina saw a picture of herself and Angie. They were in their old house at the pool and Tina was holding a sleepy Angie in her arms and she was smiling to the camera.   

"When you took this picture you said that we were the most important people in your life" she said with a soft smile in her face.