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    Heartless: Who are you?

    I looked in the mirror again, desperation filling the void again. I hated the woman staring back at me. Her eyes were so hollow. Is this what everybody saw when they looked at me?

    “Who are you?” I said to the girl who had now become a complete stranger to my eyes. “How can Bette possibly love you?”

    She just stared at me through those tear-filled eyes and in anger I raised my fist into the air and punched the mirror with every inch of strength I had in my body. The mirror shattered at the contact and my hand started bleeding profusely. I looked back to mirror, I could only see bits and pieces of myself. That’s what I felt inside. There was only bits and pieces of me. The parts that I hated with every fiber of my being. I slid to the floor in tears, unable to continue looking at her.

    There was glass embedded in my hand but I didn’t feel the pain. I was vaguely aware of the door swinging open and someone calling my name.

    I snapped back to reality when Bette knelt down next to me and said, “Tina! What did you do?”

    She lifted my wrist gently and I looked down at my bloody hand. Suddenly my hand was throbbing and I cried out in pain. I felt Bette lifting me off the floor and putting me over the sink. She turned on the water and put my hand into the stream. The cold water felt soothing against the pain, much like when Bette touched me. She was like the cold soothing water to my heart. I looked at her lovingly and she just held my hand under the stream to look at me.

    I leaned forward and pressed my lips softly against hers loving the feeling of completeness I felt inside. I knew she was angry because of what I did, but I saw the love in her eyes. She turned her attention back to my hand and started to pull out the tiny shards of glass in my knuckle. The stinging pain was intense and I leaned my forehead on Bette’s shoulder and let out a cry of pain.

    “Shh baby,” Bette soothed grabbing the biggest shard gently.

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    Comments

    1. Nietzsche says that a soul is a tiny part of your body. this implies that it is not something from “outside” of your body, not smothing that was given, but something that is from beginning on yours. In my opinion this way of thought must have 2 consequences. Firstly you truly can lose your soul, give it away or it even can be taken. Secondly, and maybe most importantly: since it is a part of your body, not something put upon you from outside, you always have the chance to ACT, to do something for your soul. It is in your power to change to fight, to not let things happen, to define yourself…

    2. Damn..Bette is full of love to Tina.. ..I’ll melt if someone told me that. “If you lose your heart I’ll give you mine.”…..awww…Melting i tell you!..

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