Hey you alright?  Bette says as she put the bag in the back of Shane’s truck that she let Carmen borrow to move her equipment over to Bette’s house.

Carmen came out of her thoughts. Yeah… she smiles at Bette.

Carmen what’s wrong?

Nothing just thinking.

About…

Shane..

What about Shane you guys are ok right?

Yeah.. yeah we’re good. She says with her head down moving her stuff around then went to get in.

Wait what’s going on? Bette says with her hands on the door window after Carmen had shut the door.

Carmen smiles at Bette you’re so lucky Bette…

What do you mean?

Tina….you guys have a great relationship. You know as a DJ you have time to watch people and I have watched you two all night. She adores you she can’t keep her eyes off you. You are all she sees..

Bette puts her head down feeling proud of what they have and ashamed for letting her head and the drink fail her earlier with the thoughts she shared with Tina about missing dick she knew Tina loved her and she knows full well Tina enjoyed their sex life but she had let her mind get the better of her. Yes I am lucky, Tina is the best thing that has ever happened to me. But what’s wrong with you and Shane, Carmen?

That’s just it Bette there is no Shane and me there never was I’m just a fun fuck she has some times and someone she hangs out with on occasion

But I thought you two were together together. Bette says confused and out of touch with her friends.

Well so did I at first but she never would open up to me about her personal feelings she has this wall up she goes so far and stops. It’s great when she just lets it happen but then… she will close off just as fast.

Have you told her how you feel? I mean you’re in love with her right?

Carmen smiles… I’m in so deep over my head but I don’t want to scare her off…That’s what I told Tina and I asked her the same of you, please don’t tell Shane that we talked.

I won’t betray your trust but how can you just watch her go out night after night knowing what’s she’s doing?