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Reinforcements
During the night Bette had rolled over and closed the gap between her and Tina as they’d lain together in the queen-sized bed in the guest bedroom. Upon waking she realized that she’d instinctively draped her arms over Tina’s waist and was almost spooning her.
Bette hadn’t meant to fall asleep in Tina’s bed. She’d just stayed because Tina had asked her to while meditating but apparently they had both relaxed into a comfortable sleep. Bette didn’t know how long they’d slept in the position they’d awoken in but for the few seconds before she consciously realized what she was doing the contact felt right.
Upon waking up fully, she jerked her arm away startling Tina into wakefulness and immediately apologized feeling as though she’d crossed an imaginary boundary. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to touch you.”
The connection they’d made the night before during their walk with Angie and later with the meditation exercises had brought them closer than they’d been in months but by no means did it mean they were back together having the privileges of sharing such an intimacy; at least not in Bette’s mind but Tina saw it differently.
The door was open and she decided the only way to get to the other side was to walk through it. “Bette please don’t pull away from me like that. I don’t mind being touched by you.”
”Since when?” Bette asked not with malice but curiosity.
”Since too long.” Tina turned so she was facing Bette as they both lay on their sides. She rested her head on the palm of her hand with elbow bent and looked deeply into Bette’s chocolate brown eyes. The last time she’d looked at Bette with such a penetrating gaze was almost a year earlier and the look of sadness and confusion reflected there now was the same as she’d seen back then. It broke her heart to know she was the reason for it then and now.
It had been so long since Tina looked at Bette in this way without the anger, disappointment, and frustration that seemed to dominate her persona lately. Tina’s feeling of waking up with Bette that morning paralleled those she’d felt that day late in pregnancy when she and Bette had gone together to Dr. Wilson’s office. It was the first time that Bette got to see her daughter during the ultrasound. It was also the last time they’d made love to one another.
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Thank you!!!!!!!!
Thanks BAT and Thanks Mell !!!!
Enjoyed this although I still cried just for different reasons.
As someone who could be Mell’s grandma I would love to be able to read more posts of ‘Playing by Heart’ – just sayin’ !!!!
Looking forward to reading more especially as my lovely Tina is starting to reappear.
Enjoyed renewing my love for this story, even the sad parts. Thanks for posting.
Good update, it gives me hope for the future.
I love Alice, she seems so crazy but is the best friend you can have.
I am truly sorry to say this, because i don’t know how awful and difficult it is to have cancer or someone who has (had) it, but i find Dana annoying, she should be glad that she has so many people caring about her. I can imagine/understand you have a bad day and feel sorry for yourself, but she doesn’t show her appreciation much.
My wife struggles with suicides thoughts for almost 2 years now and is waiting for therapy. She suffered sexually abuse in her youth for 6 years. She is a real fighter and i thank god for every day she is with me. That is why i am a bit annoyed with Dana. She has a real chance to win this fight, but i miss her real will to fight.
Sorry for putting myself out here.
Very nice chapter. Nice to see Tina and Bette starting to repair their relationship. Thanks
It is good to see that they make steps to a reconcellation.
I do hope that Tina has made sure to be checked out for diseases after her encounter with Jos.
I really love Alice, she is a wonderful friend.
Thanks for the update!
Just got caught up. Great writing.
It was torture getting Bette and Tina to the point where they want to try again. Now the hard work begins. For those of you concerned about Tina having ‘unprotected sex’ with Josh, I promise she will tell Bette everything, and she did have the good sense to get herself checked out. You can rest assured that she didn’t get pregnant and she didn’t contract any diseases.
Thank you for your interest in the story. The next chapter (13) called ‘Transformation’ will transition the story from the pain to the beginning of the healing. As I mentioned earlier in my notes and comments, no stone will be left UN-turned once they start rebuilding their relationship. Bette will have some answering to do as well for her previous bad behaviors and inconsiderate treatment of Tina. It’s an equal partnership and both of them need to be fully invested for it to thrive.
Let the healing begin.ALICE is in her element when she can be the friend that DANA needs yet she doesn’t undermine LARA while doing it.BETTE and TINA where will these unguarded moments lead?Hope is alive for this couple yet .pps thanks BAT for the heads up about TINA.
Thank you so much for this chapter. It is so good to see Tina starting to return to Bette – and to herself as well. Even if there still is a long way to go for them. No stone unturned, huh? I like that! Can’t wait to read more even if it’ll probably be quite the emotional rollercoaster ride.
I know many scars must be healed,
during this new beginning, and Bette have to listen and
prepare for the fact that Tina has to tell you,
for if they want a new opportunity in his
relationship and of paramount importance, being honest,
by cruel but it is the truth that Tina will say in order to
repair the mistakes of the past so that they can have a future together.
Bat! I’m still here.
The complete constellation.
Is TiBette realy finding their way back to each other? There are still walls up, unknown, as well as unresolved feelings. Tina expressed feelings for men not just Josh. So it didnt work out with him… there are other men in the world. Bette is entertaining a career in New York. It seems she is working on her plan B. Her priority may be her family but without saying a word to Tina, this should scream volumes to Tina that the hold she used to possess is no longer. I will stay tuned for the next chapter.
lakeeskin, thank you for reading and for your comments. You bring up some very great points. Bette and Tina have not even scratched the surface of working their way back to each other. They have really only made the decision to try but that doesn’t change their situations. Tina needs to work out the ‘man thing’ and Bette needs to make a decision about her career. This story is going to delve very into their relationship between season 1 and 3. They are going to face a lot of pain, and hurt and disappointment but the difference is that they are doing it to heal the pain not cause it.
I will be posting chapter 14 shortly; you will see what I mean once they get to Vermont.