A Girl Can Dream, Part Two

It’s been about two weeks since I had that dream and I have yet to tell Ashley about it. I’ve always been shy about sex. Since being with her, I have opened up a little more over time, but still, I do sometimes get shy about the topic. Maybe I’m somewhat ashamed to bring it up. She talks about it like it’s no big deal, but whenever I do, I feel…embarrassed.

"Babe?" I hear a voice call out around five.

"In here."

I already ordered us the pizza and it should be here any minute. It was friday and we just wanted to relax, neither of us wanted to cook anything. Usually on fridays, we order food, or just have whatever. We figure after working all week, we deserve a break.

"Hey," she smiles when she walks fully into the living room. She lets her body fall onto the couch, "Mmm I missed you."

I giggle. "You saw me this morning."

Her body moves closer to mine and pretty soon we are holding hands. It’s nice that after all these years we can still be romantic, hold hands, and what not. "Are you saying you didn’t miss me?" She looks dissappointed.

"Aw," My fingers gently stroke her cheek, "Of course I missed you."

"Good."

Her lips find mine quickly. I love tasting her, her lips are so soft and welcoming. She moans into the kiss but before we can get really into it, she pulls aways. "Hey, you know what?" She smiles. I mumble something and she continues, "I was thinking," she pauses and softly pushes my hair out of the way, "Maybe tonight, after we eat and stuff…we could…spend some alone time together…"

"Wow, that was romantic," I grin.

"Fine," she shifts her body a little. Her hand finds mine again and she whispers in my ear, "Tonight…I want to make love to you over and over and over."

And tonight, I thought to myself, I want you underneath me, begging and whimpering for me to take you.

I mentally slap myself. I have to stop having these fantasies. Why can’t I just leave things the way they are? Ashley is the more dominant one, and I’m not, so why try and change? It’s just who we are. But for some reason, I just want to throw her on the bed and rip her clothes off, and fuck her until…