Ashley sat on her bed. Memories were flooding through her mind. She could barely see through her tear-filled eyes.

   "Leave me alone"
   "No, you’re not going to push me away."
   "I dont need you, Spencer."
   "I’m not leaving you Ashley. Not now, not ever."
   "GET THE FUCK OUT!" Ashley stood up and screamed. She shoved Spencer out of her room and locked the door. Spencer sat outside the door until morning

Ashley carefully stood up and grabbed a notebook. She flipped through the back and got a blank page ready

Tears from yesterday carry on through tomorrow
These words were to soft spoken and I dont want to regret anything
No letter could express this fear I feel inside
But i’ll write it anyway.

  My Dearest Spence,
    Hey babe. By the time you read this, it will all be over. I’ve been thinking lately about our time together. Have you ever noticed how much pain I’ve caused you? The many times I’ve screwed up? How many times did I push you away when I needed you the most? How many times did I treat you like you meant nothing to me? But, for some reason, you never gave up. You are an amazing person Spencer Marie Carlin and you’ll never know how much I love you. I did this because I love you. I was only holding you have. You deserve much better than me. I would be selfish to have you. I thank you for all you’ve done for me. Now that I’m gone, I want you to have an amazing life. Get an amazing career and have a cute little family. Dont mourn over my death, I’ll always watch over you. This is what’s best. For everyone, especially you. I love you more than life itself, Spence. I will see you again sometime
                                                                                                 I Will Always Love You,
                                                                                                        Ashley Davies
                                                                                                             Your Girl

Your name will be the last from my lips (my lips)
Your face the last image in my eyes (my eyes)
Dont let the wind blow and take this all away
Only in death will we rise

Ashley walked back to her bed and picked up a small picture frame. It was a picture of her and Spencer on their one month anniversary. They were happy even though they had a HUGE fight the day before.

   "When are you going to tell your parents?"
   "I dont know Ash." Spencer sighed
   "Are you that ashamed of me?" Ashley stood up
   "No, how could you ever say that?" Spencer yelled.
   "Why wouldnt you be? I have a shitty past, a wreckless lifestyle, a bad attitude, and two parents who dont give a damn. I’m the poster child of what all parents want their kids to avoid!"
   "You’re perfect, Ash." Spencer reached for Ashley’s hand but she pulled it back quickly
   "Dont you love me enough to tell them?"
   "Of course but…"
   "Save it Spencer. I dont want to hear it." Ashley walked off

A poetic tragedy falls upon your doorstop as you wake
Confide in your friends and family to wash this pain away
Goodbyes are inevitable but I will see you again and never forget the fact that I will always love you
Did I do you proud?

Ashley reached for the pills and swallowed a few at a time down with alcohol. She continued the process until both the alcohol and pills were gone. The pills began to work as her world went black. She closed her eyes and saw her blonde beauty.
   "Spencer" She whispered

Your name will be the last from my lips (my lips)
Your face the last image in my eyes (my eyes)
Dont let the wind blow and take this all away
Only in death will we rise

Ashley reached behind her for the note and the picture. Then she took in her last breath.

Will we rise…
Will we rise…
Will we rise…
Will we rise…