I was still standing outside spencer’s house.when i heard mr carlin talking to her."hey hunny have a good time with ashley?"he asked."yes dad i had a great time with her i really like her"i heard spencer say.i smiled to myself maybe this would turn into something more than a friendship.i could only hope."you should really tell your mom your gay spencer you can’t keep it from her forever"her dad said."i know dad i’m just waiting for the right time maybe when me and ashley are together"she said.i really need to leave i’m not supposed to hear this.come on ashley move leave now i yelled at myself.

i started walking to my car then turned around and walked back up to spencer’s door.when i got to the door i knocked a few times.mr.carlin opened the door."mr. carlin may i please talk to spencer"i asked."of course ashley"he said smiling at me.i couldn’t help but smile back at him.he yelled for spencer and she came running down the stairs."thanks dad"she said giving him a kiss on the cheek before she walked outside.

"hey ashley what do you need"she asked me shuting the door behind her."um spencer i really like you,will you go out with me?"i get out in a rush.she looked shocked "um ash i’ll have to think about it"she said."oh ok i’ll talk to you later"i said alittle hurt."ashley don’t be upset i’m just messing with you i’d love to go out with you"she said and smiled.

then she kissed me it was longer than the one we shared before.my lips were on fire as our tounges seached eachothers mouths.she moaned into the kiss then pulled back we were both panting hard."ash that was the best kiss i’ve ever had"she said still panting hard."your a great kisser spencer"i said really meaning it.we said goodnight once again she gave me a hug then walked inside.

this time i really left.i went to aidens to tell him everything that happend he is my bestfriend after all.he was happy for me and let me crash at his place on the couch.for anyone whos woundering aiden is bi everyone knows but doesn’t care.i laid on the couch trying to sleep but i kept replaying mine and spencers kiss in my head the way her lips felt on mine.i was out before i knew it.i had a dreamless sleep which was a good thing.

i was woken by the smell of coffee.i say up and looked at my phone it was 12:00 in the afternoon."aiden you up?"i yelled.aiden and some guy’s whos face i couldn’t see walked in the room holding hands."hey ash i started you some coffee"aiden said smiling."thanks ad whos the lucky guy"i asked."it’s um spencers brother glen"he said glen’s head shot up so fast i thought it was going to come off."wait wait wait glen you gave me shit about turning your sister gay and here you are holding hands with aiden what the fuck"i said mad.

"its not like that ashley i’m sorry i shouldn’t have said anything to you at the movies i jus….i just promised my brother clay i’d" "stop i get it it’s cool"i said before he could finish.he was starting to cry just like spencer did when she said something about their brother clay."when did he die"i asked."um a few months ago"he said sadly.i know how he feels even though me and my dad weren’t close i still cried for days and shut everybody but aiden out.

i got up and walked over to glen and aiden.glen still had tears running down his face and aiden was holding glen’s hands in his.i gave glen a hug it was a long meaningful hug saying that i inderstand how he feels and i was here if he needed someone to talk to.i pulled away and he smiled and said thank you.

i got a cup of coffee,aiden makes the best coffee.when i walked back to the couch i was sitting on my phone rang.i didn’t even look at my caller ID i just opened it and put the phone to my ear."hello"i said."ashley this is spencer’s dad do you know where she is"he asked worried.just as i was about to tell him i didn’t know where she was spencer comes in aidens front door crying."ashley are you still there"mr. carlin asked."can i call you back sir my mom needs me?"i asked him fast."of course"he said

i shut the phone and walked over to spencer"what’s wrong spencer"i asked worried.which only made her cry more and worrying me more.