She starts saying something but It was like she was on mute. I couldn’t hear anything, I couldn’t feel her touch as she stroked my arm or smell her sweet aroma.

Jup, Now I truly understand the saying when someone says ‘she’s intoxicating.’ I’m getting high!

The pain shots up my spine causing me to arch my back. I look at Spencer but her image is losing color. Blackness starts to cave in from each corner of my eye until I can only see her blue pools staring at me and then.

Nothing.

I don’t think I’m unconscious. But it sure doesn’t feel like walking in a dandelion field either.

My sister. Holy fuck! I see my sister!

She is near the edge staring at me crying. I step forward but she steps closer to the edge. “Kyla!” I yelled. She just shakes her head but I can’t let her fall. I started running towards her but she continues to step backwards until the back of her feet hit the last piece of cement.

I’m too far. But she doesn’t move until I’m a few feet away. “Ashley. This isn’t your fault. I love you.” She steps back again, causing her body to slowly disappear over the edge but I keep on running and I catch her arm.

She’s too heavy; my whole body is moving towards the edge.

“Ashley!” I hear someone scream. I turn my head and see Spencer, she is running towards me. “Ashley! Please don’t!”

I look down at Kyla as my body creeps towards the edge. She looks at me with her teary eyes.

“Get the fuck off me!”

I turn my head and see…. Lisa and Simon holding Spencer back from getting to me.

I look back down at Kyla. She’s my sister, my family. I cant let her die. I cant watch her fall from my grasp. I love her too much.

She’s my other half, my twin.

i know I cannot live without her.

I look back up at Spencer. I mouth the words ‘I love you’ and then my body falls over the edge.

And I pull my sister into my arms and I close my eyes.

I love you Spencer.