Spencer jumped back shocked by Ashley’s out burst. Her eyes had turned a sorrowful brown and it hurt Spencer down to the core.

Ashley: “When did this happen?” She sounded like she was on the verge of tears.

Spencer: “When did what happen?” Knowing exactly what Ashley was talking about but trying to play dumb. Ashley grabbed her wrist.

Ashley: “This. When did this happen?” Ashley voice was barely above a whisper. Spencer turned her head ashamed of what she’d done. “Answer me?” She meant for it to come out as a command but it sounded more like a question.

Spencer: “I started after the I don’t know fourth time she cheated on me. The pain was too unreal. It seemed like every person I’d love screw me over. My mom and Sherry literally did. I couldn’t take it I had to do something to ease the pain to take my mind off of it.”

Ashley: “Okay but there are more than a few scars here there something you’re not telling me. And what are you talking about her and your mom?” Ashley was crying. How could I let this happen? Why didn’t I just stay? Our lives would have been so much better.

Spencer: “ I didn’t just stop with that one time. Every time she hurt me I’d cut. But each time I’d have to cut more and more and more. It got to the point where I was cutting so much that I couldn’t feel my arm anymore but the sight of the blood pouring from my veins was satisfaction enough so I just kept going.” Spencer had a far off look in her eye like she was remembering to each time she cut. Ashley traced her fingers over the scars.

Ashley: “When was the last time?” Her voice was still in a whisper.

Spencer: “I don’t really remember. All I can say is that it was after Sherry beat me.” That sorrowful look in Ashley’s eyes was replaced with hate and anger the second Spencer mentioned her name. “Ash, look at me please.” She slowly turned her head. “Don’t do anything stupid. It wasn’t her fault. It’s no ones fault. You’ve done enough to her. So let her go and worry about us.” Ashley’s eyes slowly softened, as she looked deeper into the baby blues.

Ashley: “Spen I can’t let this go. She hurt you. She’s lucky she’s not dead. She drove you to this and I’ll be damned if she’s not going to pay for it!”

Spencer: “ASHLEY STOP IT!” Spencer was now yelling. “ It’s not any ones fault, so drop it. Beating Sherry up isn’t going to change that it happened. So just stop.”

Ashley: “Fine but we need to get you help. I’m not going to let the cutting slide.” Ashley was still stroking Spencer’s scars.

Spencer: “I know but I don’t want to be another statistic.”

Ashley: “Then I’ll help you. You can stay here as long as you need if it’ll help you get better.”

Spencer: “Ash thanks for the offer but I can’t just leave my dad.”

Ashley: “He can move in to. We have enough room. And his cooking wow.”

Spencer: “Ash calm down. You being with me like we used to is enough. Just promise you won’t ever leave me again.”

Ashley: “I promise as long as you make me a promise.” Spencer looked at her with questioning eyes. “Promise me that you won’t ever cut again.”

Spencer: “I promise.”

Ashley: “I promise to never leave you.” Spencer reached over and hugged Ashley tight. “Umm Spen if you don’t mind could you umm put your shirt back on because if you don’t I think I might just finish what I started earlier.” Spencer licked her lips.

Spencer: “If having my shirt off makes you want to finish what we started then what does this do?” Spencer reached behind her and unclasped her bra. Ashley quickly straddled Spencer and started sucking on her pulse point. She bite down on it causing to Spencer to let out a soft moan. Spencer flipped them over so she was on top. She went to Ashley’s lips for a much needed kiss fusing together vanilla and strawberry. 

They both moaned into the kiss as hands explored wanting bodies.

Spencer: “You have way to many clothes on.” She reached down and pulled off Ashley’s shirt delighted to find out she wasn’t wearing a bra. She started sucking on Ashley’s nipples hard while kneading the other breast. She flicked her tongue over the nipple causing Ashley’s back to rise. She switched and gave the other nipple the same treat meant. She went back up and kissed Ashley. Her hands traveled down unbuttoning Ashley’s jeans. She kissed down her body pulling the jeans with her. She kissed back up her legs this time stopping at her waist then kissing down the inside of her thigh. Ignoring the one place Ashley wanted her.

Ashley: “Spen please.” She begged.

Spencer: “Please what?” Spencer let out in a husky tone.

Ashley: “Fuck me.”

Spencer: “What if I want to be fucked?”

Ashley: “Oh my god, then we can fuck each other.”

Spencer: “And how would that work?” Spencer was having fun toying with Ashley while she was in such a vulnerable state. Ashley scooted up so she was against the headboard.

Ashley: “Take those jeans off and let me show you.”  Spencer quickly removed the jeans and straddled Ashley. Ashley sucked one of Spencer’s nipples into her mouth biting on it gently.

Spencer: “Oh my god Ash that feels so good.” Ashley sucked on her nipples harder. Spencer started grinding against Ashley’s stomach leaving behind a wet trail. Ashley took Spencer’s hand and pushed two of her finger inside her. Then she pushed two of she finger inside of Spencer’s wet opening and said

Ashley: “This is how we can fuck each other.” Spencer started bouncing up and down on Ashley’s fingers. Pushing them deeper and deeper each time she came down on them. Spencer was soon matching her own rhythm as she pushed her fingers in and out of Ashley.  The room was soon filled with moans and the sounds of finger moving in and out of wet openings. Spencer felt Ashley’s wall tighten around her finger and she pushed into her harder and rubbed her thumb over her swollen clit.

Ashley: “Oh my god Spen. Right there. Right there. Don’t stop. Harder, harder, faster, deeper.” With each command Spencer’s fingers did as they were told. It didn’t take long before Ashley erupted squirting her juices all over Spencer hand while screaming out Spencer’s name. Spencer came soon came hearing Ashley scream her name. Spencer collapsed on top of Ashley. They each spent a few minutes trying to catch their breath. Ashley gained hers first.

Ashley: “Spen?”

Spencer: “Hmm?”

Ashley: “What are we doing?”

Spencer: “I’m too tired can we discuss this after a nice long nap?” Ashley let out a chuckle and wrapped her arms around Spencer’s waist.