Can you imagine a time where you were feeling awkward making love to your fiance? I couldn’t do it, but I still forced myself to try because I knew deep down I was only having an off day about seeing Ashley. I know I love Taylor but it’s just hard seeing your first love after your history. I endulged into something I knew would affect me mentally and physically but yet I still jumped into it?

"What’s wrong?" She asked me as she held me in her arms.

"Nothing just thinking" I replied turning around so I could look in those green eyes.

"About what babe, I know you" She told me smiling and I returned it.

"This case I have to do, it’s been eating at me since I got it" I explained and she kissed my forhead.

"I’m sure you’ll win it, so don’t stress yourself over nothing" She said then craddled me in her arms.

"I love you Tay" I told her as I barried my head in the crook of her neck.

"I love you too Spence" She replied kissing my head.

We fell asleep like that…

I woke up in the middle of a hospital room which was a first for me, usually I’d be in the same aria I got hit in?

"Ashley you’re awake darling!" I reconized that voice, the venom seeping to get out.

"W-What…am I doing here?" I asked in a raspy voice, I don’t even know how I got here or when.

"The neighbour found you passed out on the rug since he was trying to get something and thank god he noticed your car or else we could of lost you" He replied with a smirk on his face. "We couldn’t have that now could we" He whispered as he came closer to my ear.

"Does he know how it happened?" I asked confidentally.

"No, I told him you probably fell after being hit by a door or something baby" I hated his pet names for me, I hated everything that came out of him.

"How long have I been passed out?" I asked him worried.

"About two days" He replied as if it was nothing. "I’ll make it four if this gets out…to anyone"