She’ll find me…and she’ll try to kill me again. I smelt her today.

It came off powerful…yet gentle…which confuses me.

I smell the food. Arthur…the father knows how to cook like an expert.
I hear them chattering and laughing. Probably at how dumb the world is."

I sign an date the old diary and turn over in the bed. It was uncomfortable to me.

I preferred the floor.

I was offered clothing from Spencer…but i couldn’t take them…god knows im already fucking her in my mind.

I go to her room and notice the same clothes she left out where gone…i looked around and nearly tripped over my own two feet.

"So…you going to give in?" Those dark eyes scare the hell out of me…i pick myself back up and put some distance between us.

"I don’t understand?"

"Pain…it’s called Temptation…and every body gives in sooner are later."

He walks closer to me…like a lion stalking his prey.

 "She’s gorgeous i know…so why not."

"You’d love for me to do that? Get me sent to hell?"

"I need you…you understand what it is to be in agony day after day…"

"That was my human self…now that im here i fell nothing…"

"I know what you felt when she taunted you?"

Of course i would have expected him to say that…

"You followed us?"

"No…i have my pets to do that for me…i must say she had you from the first time you met."

He grins…and touches my face with those cold hands of his.

 "You belong to me…"

"I belong to no one…not even god."

"Very bold…for some one in your position you keep bending the rules."

"What can i say…i’m almost better than you."

The smiles never seem to dull on both of our faces.

 "…Pain…sleep with her…be with her and forget all about this saving lives job…and I’ll show you what you once where."

It was down right tempting…i needed to remember my name…the name that was mine and not some one else’s.