Spencer; P.O.V

She’s kissing down my neck, it feels so good but so wrong. I shouldn’t be doing this.

The temptation was too great, I tried, I did, or at least I keep telling myself that, its how I sleep at night sometimes, just thinking I tried I really did but you cant fight destiny.

Destiny?

Is that what this is?

She was supposed to be my destiny then ‘she’ came along.

If I could it would only be me and her but that’s just not an option right now I know there would be a HUGE consequences if she knew about this, so we’ll keep too the shadows, kissing after dark, in closets and behind her back, we’ll dance in the moonlight and share knowing glances, sneak looks and whisper amongst ourselves, lingering hugs and unnecessary touches but it’ll be worth it to us and someday we can be together without any worries but today isn’t that day, today I have to aware, and hope that  she stays at that Halloween party  instead of coming home.

“What’s wrong baby” she ask

“Nothing” she gives me a look

“Baby, something is wrong are you okay?”

“Yah i’m fine, why’d you stop” I say trying to get her mind off of this subject

“Well you didn’t seem to into it” she says rolling onto her side looking at me intently

“I was into it”

“If I keep asking what’s wrong will the answer change”

“Kayla” I sigh “I was just thinking” I say honestly trying to get

“Well that’s a fine time too be thinking” she says laughing

“I know i’m sorry”

“It’s okay”

“No its not I’m supposed to be with you”

“You are with me” she states confused

“Not how I want to be” I say sighing

“I know but we will be”

“How can you be so sure?”

“I just am”

“Promise”

“I promise”

“Okay so what do we do now?”

“Whatever you want to do, its Halloween night everyone’s party-ing so no one is even knowing or caring where or what where doing”

“Yah” I ask with a sly smile

“Yah” she says with the same smile

“I have an idea “

“Yah”she says leaning into kiss me

“Yahweh can watch a movie”